Help Feeling terrible.

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I'm feeling really, really bad lately.

Therapy doesn't work, I'm feeling left alone by my therapist and can't reach the crisis line. I just don't know what to do. Hotels are closed and I have no other option to die somewhere else.

It feels like being gutted emotionally.

It's pure agony.

 

[PlushieLover]

What does your therapist said?

 

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It's not necessarily because of what my therapist says, but how they react. Since therapy is failing, I have the feeling that they are no longer really motivated either. I have the impression that they react with relief as soon as the end of therapy is mentioned.

Maybe I'm wrong... but that doesn't change the fact that everything is going wrong.

 

[Sherri]

I've been dropped my 2 therapists, they didn't help me at all. Well in fact I ditch them myself, the current one just listens and doesn't say a word.

 

[PlushieLover]

It's not necessarily because of what my therapist says, but how they react. Since therapy is failing, I have the feeling that they are no longer really motivated either. I have the impression that they react with relief as soon as the end of therapy is mentioned.

Maybe I'm wrong... but that doesn't change the fact that everything is going wrong.

You should talk to him/her about that. Maybe is not going to change anything but at least you would let him/her know that or something.

 

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I'll talk to them tomorrow, although I doubt I'll be able to express myself with them as clearly as I can here. Idk if it's "just" therapy that has worn me out. There are several things that have been building up and starting to hit me lately, the failed therapies being a (big) part of it.

I have no idea why this happened (now), I'm just at the end of my rope, no pun intended. The last time I felt this way, I lost my mind at some point and was severely dissociated for months. At least I was able to check into a hotel in this condition.

I wish there was a secluded place I could teleport to. I'm so exhausted I can barely walk.

At least, I was able to reach a friendly person at the crisis line. Unfortunately, the connection broke down after a while...

 

[PlushieLover]

I'll talk to them tomorrow, although I doubt I'll be able to express myself with them as clearly as I can here. Idk if it's "just" therapy that has worn me out. There are several things that have been building up and starting to hit me lately, the failed therapies being a (big) part of it.

I have no idea why this happened (now), I'm just at the end of my rope, no pun intended. The last time I felt this way, I lost my mind at some point and was severely dissociated for months. At least I was able to check into a hotel in this condition.

I wish there was a secluded place I could teleport to. I'm so exhausted I can barely walk.

At least, I was able to reach a friendly person at the crisis line. Unfortunately, the connection broke down after a while...

Hello, did you talk to your therapist? Hope you are doing a little better today.