Feeling lost

[steveholt]

Feeling so lost today ..just kinda in that place called limbo or the bermuda triangle.. i relapsed ..and by some form of fucked up irony..i tbink that actually drinking is keeping me from CTB i get my old feelings back which sucks as their is a lot of baggage but i dont feel numb anymore after so long sober i was bored and hated life niw i have a perk in my step but with my liver condition it will but me on the bus anyway... but i just wanna go now .. ive travelled and worked around, dine sone amazing and great things i have memories ill never forget (clubbing in the 90s) ive slept with exotic women and seen tbe mountains, the snow and spent time in the sandpit .and now my body is tired been stabbed and took a ping.. but now my body is in pain just as much as my mind is ... cant concentrate and struggle to open the curtains ...i mean wby would i...

Feeling lost

 

[EvisceratedJester]

ive slept with exotic women

Am I being overdramatic or does anyone get the ick from the term "exotic women"? It sounds like you are talking about objects or some sort of wild animals rather than human-beings...

 

[Praestat_Mori]

ill never forget (clubbing in the 90s)

OMG - we share these memories!

I'm sorry you have to go through such a hard time now, You don't deserve this.

 

[steveholt]

Am I being overdramatic or does anyone get the ick from the term "exotic women"? It sounds like you are talking about objects or some sort of wild animals rather than hReadin

Am I being overdramatic or does anyone get the ick from the term "exotic women"? It sounds like you are talking about objects or some sort of wild animals rather than human-beings...

Reading it back yeah sounds weird i read a lot of old novels.. what can i say

OMG - we share these memories!

I'm sorry you have to go through such a hard time now, You don't deserve this.

Shit happens we push through the brush till the brush becomes to much...

But hell yeah the 90s in sheffield manchester.. and of course Ibiza..i was their i know they happend cant remember any of it.. i am thankfull camera phones didnt exist... or well whi knows

OMG - we share these memories!

I'm sorry you have to go through such a hard time now, You don't deserve this.

Shit happens we push through the brush till the brush becomes to much...

But hell yeah the 90s in sheffield manchester.. and of course Ibiza..i was their i know they happend cant remember any of it.. i am thankfull camera phones didnt exist... or well whi knows

Am I being overdramatic or does anyone get the ick from the term "exotic women"? It sounds like you are talking about objects or some sort of wild animals rather than human-beings...

We are obviously from different generations and education levels.. if you understood the term and its etymology .. its just one of those phrases