Bitterman1996
Student
- May 20, 2020
- 164
Not the first time it happened either..
And to be honest i dont know if ive the confidence to call them friends, maybe we talked online and hang out once a year or so now that they properly work. Idk it's not that i don't have any acquaintances or friends but it's hard when it feels superficial. Have been feeling like this since i was a kid, nothing changed much since i guess.
Maybe i feel lonely because it just shows my own weakness and inaptitude even more it feels wrong to ask for help. Especially when im struggling with work/trying to find something concrete to do. Feel like i have to stop feeling so much emotion or stop being so needy and feeling alone to function. I wish i could be one of those people who could do everything on their own sigh
And to be honest i dont know if ive the confidence to call them friends, maybe we talked online and hang out once a year or so now that they properly work. Idk it's not that i don't have any acquaintances or friends but it's hard when it feels superficial. Have been feeling like this since i was a kid, nothing changed much since i guess.
Maybe i feel lonely because it just shows my own weakness and inaptitude even more it feels wrong to ask for help. Especially when im struggling with work/trying to find something concrete to do. Feel like i have to stop feeling so much emotion or stop being so needy and feeling alone to function. I wish i could be one of those people who could do everything on their own sigh