0Minx0
Buying my time
- Feb 1, 2023
- 7
This isn't the first time that I've lied and said I was sick when I really wasn't for work and every time it leaves me with an incredibly guilty conscious. Plus I was supposed to get my shrooms today, I was hoping if I ended up having a bad trip I'd do some crazy shit like stab myself beyond repair but I realize that's unrealistic. My partner would be with me the whole time and I don't want to traumatize her. But we bought them already, she's trying to tell me I can't have any until I am in a good headspace but I don't think that day will ever come. As time passes on I just feel more and more desperate for a way out.
I wonder if me lying about my health to my workplace makes me damned for eternity?
Anddd to top it off my partner just came into the bathroom and rolled my sleeves up to make sure I didn't cut myself. This day couldn't get any better. :)
I wonder if me lying about my health to my workplace makes me damned for eternity?
Anddd to top it off my partner just came into the bathroom and rolled my sleeves up to make sure I didn't cut myself. This day couldn't get any better. :)
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