Feeling like I want to cbt

[Whitebigwall]

Feeling like I want to ctb and if I did, I would walk to the cliffs near me and jump. But ihave Mixed feelings, ambivalence. Just because I promised my bf I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, but then again he doesn't really unders my mh
no one understands and I have no one here for me talk to

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

Feeling like I want to ctb and if I did, I would walk to the cliffs near me and jump. But ihave Mixed feelings, ambivalence. Just because I promised my bf I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, but then again he doesn't really unders my mh
no one understands and I have no one here for me talk to

I know I am not alone in saying we are here for you and will listen.

I know I am not alone in saying we are here for you and will listen.

I know I am not alone in saying we are here for you and will listen.

sometimes I want to ctb so bad. The pain and anxiety of this life sucks. I feel stuck trying to survive for others and have no control.