GreyCTB
Student
- Aug 26, 2022
- 120
I really hate myself right now. I feel like I can never succeed in doing what I try to do and it's making me suicidal again.
I need money to survive so I tried making it online but not much luck with that. Tried applying to jobs but I'm too socially akward to get hired ever and even then I would probably have a slave 9-5 job.
I hate it because I really do try, and then there are always people who barely put in effort and manage to get a lot of success. Why can I not get that?
I might attempt CTB again because I hate my life right now and I don't know what to do to improve
I need money to survive so I tried making it online but not much luck with that. Tried applying to jobs but I'm too socially akward to get hired ever and even then I would probably have a slave 9-5 job.
I hate it because I really do try, and then there are always people who barely put in effort and manage to get a lot of success. Why can I not get that?
I might attempt CTB again because I hate my life right now and I don't know what to do to improve