Mooshi
Across space and across time, I will be there.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 205
I know this like the third vent post I've made within the last couple of days but I'm just a LOT more low then usual
oh my god, I'm feeling so impulsive. Got into an argument with moms boyfriend, now I feel like I'm dying and I just want to ctb right now. Earlier I was screaming and crying saying how much I want to go and how I want this to be over. Was very tempted to just grab my SN container and do it right then and there.
I've calmed down since then, but still reaalllyyy want to ctb. My family has abandoned me, I'm all alone. I have absolutely no one except this website.
I'm only living for my 2 pet geese cause I love them a lot and don't want to do that to them, but I don't know how much longer I can keep going. I just want this hell hole to be over with. It just keeps getting worse and worse and worse...
I really need a hug, a good.. long hug.. that would be nice
oh my god, I'm feeling so impulsive. Got into an argument with moms boyfriend, now I feel like I'm dying and I just want to ctb right now. Earlier I was screaming and crying saying how much I want to go and how I want this to be over. Was very tempted to just grab my SN container and do it right then and there.
I've calmed down since then, but still reaalllyyy want to ctb. My family has abandoned me, I'm all alone. I have absolutely no one except this website.
I'm only living for my 2 pet geese cause I love them a lot and don't want to do that to them, but I don't know how much longer I can keep going. I just want this hell hole to be over with. It just keeps getting worse and worse and worse...
I really need a hug, a good.. long hug.. that would be nice