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HadItAll
I just want to be completely forgotten
- Feb 20, 2023
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One of those days when I could almost just take a knife and simply slit my throat.
It's unbearable how unlucky I've been in the last few years after getting sick. It's a deadly combo combined with my illnesses.
I can't fucking go on anymore.
I pray that my lung health stays good enough for me to CTB peacefully when I go.
Fuck this shit everything in life is determined by luck and genetics, fucking everything.
Life depends on luck enough as it is, let alone when you're sick.
I will never CTB out of impulse, but days like this make me wanna just impulsively die in the dumbest way possible.
It's unbearable how unlucky I've been in the last few years after getting sick. It's a deadly combo combined with my illnesses.
I can't fucking go on anymore.
I pray that my lung health stays good enough for me to CTB peacefully when I go.
Fuck this shit everything in life is determined by luck and genetics, fucking everything.
Life depends on luck enough as it is, let alone when you're sick.
I will never CTB out of impulse, but days like this make me wanna just impulsively die in the dumbest way possible.
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