Feeling a tad euphoric since I know I’m close to the end, still very scared though

[Siamese Believe]

I know I'm not gonna survive my chosen method, it's mathematically impossible. I'm gonna shave, cut my nails, and just try to enjoy my last days, enjoy some new content that's coming out soon. I'm ugly but I don't mind going out in style. I know it's gonna hurt but this will be a guaranteed death. I don't have a planned date, that would only add unnecessary stress. And you always have to leave room for if you back out. It's gonna be more so when the time is right. I've purposefully been stalling because there's still some more content that's been coming out that I wanted to enjoy. But the end is coming.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

I know I'm not gonna survive my chosen method, it's mathematically impossible. I'm gonna shave, cut my nails, and just try to enjoy my last days, enjoy some new content that's coming out soon. I'm ugly but I don't mind going out in style. I know it's gonna hurt but this will be a guaranteed death. I don't have a planned date, that would only add unnecessary stress. And you always have to leave room for if you back out. It's gonna be more so when the time is right. I've purposefully been stalling because there's still some more content that's been coming out that I wanted to enjoy. But the end is coming.

Both relief and fear are valid in this situation.

I hope the coming days and anticipated content are amazing and you have a blast!