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LittleJem
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- Jul 3, 2019
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I feel so frightened. I lost my much-loved job, the guy I like has just been using me and has been really cruel, I'm facing boxes of papers from my marriage filled with mad writing and shameful and sad memories. I can move back in with my family but I have so much to pack. Or do I just pack here then CTB? Every day I'm just crying and traumatised all day and I can't think straight. I don't have anything I'm enjoying or anything left to live for.
I guess the big question is whether/when to CTB. I don't want to be a burden on my family and I am hating living with this mental illness.
I guess the big question is whether/when to CTB. I don't want to be a burden on my family and I am hating living with this mental illness.