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OutOfThisBody

OutOfThisBody

What kind of cruel god would put me in this body?
Aug 5, 2024
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I hate being born in a female body, I feel like I deserve to have been born stronger, less emotional, crying less, more confident, more agressive. I never would have chosen to be born how I am. What I want to do is different than the purpose I was made for. People taking testosterone report so many benefits, like they feel happier, have less anxiety and depression, cry less, have greater pain tolerance, and have less mood swings. Being born female is truly fucking useless and pathetic.
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
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we all do feel like that. some more than others. some people (like me) wish they didn't care so much all the time. some feel the opposite. yes it could've been nice if i was emotionally strong and all but oh well, what am i even gonna achieve thinking about it now.
 
The_Hunter

The_Hunter

Hunter
Nov 30, 2024
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You do deserve better. And it is possible to be different from the purpose we were made for, too. It can be hellish to find that power but maybe it's worth hunting out that possibility and capturing it for the sake of ourselves.
 
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OutOfThisBody

OutOfThisBody

What kind of cruel god would put me in this body?
Aug 5, 2024
141
You do deserve better. And it is possible to be different from the purpose we were made for, too. It can be hellish to find that power but maybe it's worth hunting out that possibility and capturing it for the sake of ourselves.
What do you mean?
 
The_Hunter

The_Hunter

Hunter
Nov 30, 2024
177
What do you mean?
my apologies if i was being incoherent btw. i'll try to rephrase it better--


You do deserve better. And it is possible to be different from the purpose we were made for, too. It can be hellish to find that power but maybe it's worth hunting out that possibility and capturing it for the sake of ourselves.
As in, we don't have to be defined by any "pre-determined" 'purpose' of ours, and instead choose to decide our own purpose, instead. hope that makes enough sense <3 i can explain further if needed also, that's fine
 

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