Discussion Feel like giving life another chance?

[itistimetoleave]

Anyone else feels this way?

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

If you feel it, you should give life a chance.
Personally I feel hopless even I theoretically have a chance.
But I am in do much pain every day, I just want it to stop.

 

[CrushedHopes]

Not me. I have fucked up my life so thoroughly to the point of no return. I may have a completely clean criminal record, but I threw away my entire future. I had tried to stay strong before, when there was a chance that I could still succeed. Not anymore, though. Screw this waste of a life, I'm ending it.

 

[noctiva]

I feel very torn at all times. I cannot stand this pain anymore, but yes, I would like to live and see a way forwards. The sad truth is, I don't realistically see a path forwards, though my heart hopes for one. But no matter how I turn my situation, I cannot see any way beyond the holidays.
I've lost too much, and it is tearing my mind apart.

 

[CrushedHopes]

I feel very torn at all times. I cannot stand this pain anymore, but yes, I would like to live and see a way forwards. The sad truth is, I don't realistically see a path forwards, though my heart hopes for one. But no matter how I turn my situation, I cannot see any way beyond the holidays.
I've lost too much, and it is tearing my mind apart.

We will support you regardless of what your choice is. Should you choose to CTB, what would your method be?

 

[schopenh]

I wish I was given the ability of another chance Unfortunately I have severe and untreatable neurpathic pain

 

[noctiva]

We will support you regardless of what your choice is. Should you choose to CTB, what would your method be?

I have been researching for a while, I'll go with SN. I have everything except Tagamet, but from what I understand, it works also without antacids. Done the meto trail already, took 10mg every 8 hours for 4 sessions, no EPS or any other symptoms, so I think I'm set. I am worried about the time between taking the SN and passing out though. How will you be coping with that, seeing as you're also going for SN?

 

[Sweet emotion]

I wish I was given the ability of another chance Unfortunately I have severe and untreatable neurpathic pain

You hate saying complex regional pain syndrome don't you? Haha. The only reason I say so is neuropathic pain can be anything. There's a huge difference between neuropathic pain and crps. And I think crps should be talked about more often like cancer so it becomes a daily topic and actually known about.





No because I don't have another chance. I have Complex regional pain syndrome. I've had it for 14 years and I've gotten worse and worse. There's no way anyone with my pain and who is dealing with my isolation and depression would want to live until their natural death.

 

[schopenh]

You hate saying complex regional pain syndrome don't you? Haha. The only reason I say so is neuropathic pain can be anything. There's a huge difference between neuropathic pain and crps. And I think crps should be talked about more often like cancer so it becomes a daily topic and actually known about.





No because I don't have another chance. I have Complex regional pain syndrome. I've had it for 14 years and I've gotten worse and worse. There's no way anyone with my pain and who is dealing with my isolation and depression would want to live until their natural death.

CRPS has a very specific set of criteria which I don't fit (I think the most important one I do tick is 'pain massively out of proportion to apparent tissue damage'). So I only use it when it seems easier. I'm in an unfortunate situation where they don't even really have a meaningful label for me. Personally I'd rather use my official term: chronic non-diabetic lumbosacral radiculoplexus neuropathic pain syndrome (chronic NDLRNPS -> (shortened to) LRNPS). So I have 'LRNPS' but this isn't a medically recognised term. They have DLSRPN and LSRPN for diabetic and non-diabetic lumbosacral radiculoplexus peripheral neuropathy respectively though. https://academic.oup.com/brain/article/124/6/1197/377765
Although to get a diagnosis of peripheral neuropathy one needs electrophysiological results that confirm the existence of lesions (I don't). So that's why it's 'pain syndrome'.

 

[CrushedHopes]

I have been researching for a while, I'll go with SN. I have everything except Tagamet, but from what I understand, it works also without antacids. Done the meto trail already, took 10mg every 8 hours for 4 sessions, no EPS or any other symptoms, so I think I'm set. I am worried about the time between taking the SN and passing out though. How will you be coping with that, seeing as you're also going for SN?

I'm not really concerned. I'm pretty confident that I'll faint before I could even feel any devastating pain, and that once I faint, I'll pass away peacefully shortly afterwards, with no chance of vomiting.

 

[noctiva]

I'm not really concerned. I'm pretty confident that I'll faint before I could even feel any devastating pain, and that once I faint, I'll pass away peacefully shortly afterwards, with no chance of vomiting.

Ah, psch, not really concerned about the pain, I doubt there is any. I've done my meto trial, 10 mg every 8 hours, 4 times, no EPS, no nothing, so I'm fine with meto. Done my SN trail, tried the powder for taste, took a capsule of 0.7 g for checking if I turn blue (I do), no pain, no nothing all good. I'm worried about the kicking in if SI. Waiting for up to 30 minutes is... agonizing I think. Was thinking if I should get some Xanax, but I've never had anything like it. I have basically zero drug experience, I don't even drink alcohol.