Venting Fed up

[Nicebuddimtim]

I think I'm just about done with life. They say life is what you make it but I've tried so hard to make it enjoyable but it's just gotten worse. I think I'll have hanged myself by the start of next year, at least I hope so but I'm a coward. I'm exhausted just trying to keep myself together, I've often said I wish I was locked up life would be a lot easier.

 

[tidalwxves]

I think I'm just about done with life. They say life is what you make it but I've tried so hard to make it enjoyable but it's just gotten worse. I think I'll have hanged myself by the start of next year, at least I hope so but I'm a coward. I'm exhausted just trying to keep myself together, I've often said I wish I was locked up life would be a lot easier.

If you are tired then what are your options for rest, what can you do that used to bring you joy? It can be anything, watching a favorite movie, baking, anything. Maybe being gentle with yourself will bring out a love for life in general, and if not well at least you spent time doing things you loved

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

If you are tired then what are your options for rest, what can you do that used to bring you joy? It can be anything, watching a favorite movie, baking, anything. Maybe being gentle with yourself will bring out a love for life in general, and if not well at least you spent time doing things you loved

I've found recently that even the things I used to enjoy for example video games playing guitar going out for walks I just don't enjoy anymore they seem menial and a waste of time. I think I've potentially been too gentle with myself which is why I'm where I'm at, I went to the doctor's to try to get some help but I can pretty much guarantee that's not going to help. I just want someone to convince me it's worth it cause it's only me doing that and I'm tired of it.

 

[Nymph]

Feel you, I'm tired too mate

 

[Meditation guide]

I wish I was locked up life would be a lot easier.

Nope sorry harder.