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Alex

Alex

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May 28, 2018
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I don't know if anyone else is like this, but I'll feel really suicidal and wish I could just end it at that moment. However, I don't have the means to end my life. I go to places like here to try and find a way to do it, but then thinking about actually doing it in reality scares me and I never get far. Is anyone else like this, or is it just me?
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
380
I think this can be pretty common. I know for me I struggle with the difference between not wanting to live anymore and wanting to kill myself. There are moments of misery where you would give anything for it to end. But even in hell there seem to be good days and bad days.
 
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Samuel

Samuel

Wise
Apr 25, 2018
243
Yes I relate. At times I'm excited and happy at the thought of my eventual CTB. And other times I am afraid at the thought. I think it is probably best to not think about it too much because you will over think it and pussy out.
 
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FullFat

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Apr 27, 2018
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I thought this meme was relevant.

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Eric Kalteux

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May 15, 2018
15
The fear factor of the actual act is what has stopped me too. Suicide is rational, but the survival instinct is really effin strong
 
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