mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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What's your favourite drug to kill the pain and boredom of shitty life?

Mine is ecstasy if I have company (basically never) or opioids if I'm alone. Usually heroin but sometimes Dilauded or Oxy.

I don't get high very often (lack of money) but it's the only time I feel okay.
 
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FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
I'm very stuck on this. I find it hard to choose between alcohol and heroin. Both are ideal for me. However if I had to pick something that doesn't include regular use, meth would be up there. I wish I had an endless supply of that shit. Any decent drug will do though.
 
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Bleak Stoic

Bleak Stoic

Goodbye, Cruel World.
Dec 22, 2019
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I'm very stuck on this. I find it hard to choose between alcohol and heroin. Both are ideal for me. However if I had to pick something that doesn't include regular use, meth would be up there. I wish I had an endless supply of that shit. Any decent drug will do though.
Hey buddy, I know you from elsewhere. Good to see you.

What's your take on benzodiazepines? They're my favorite right now.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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Any and all of them. They all are special in their own way! :heart:
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Never had it but I'd love some pentobarbital lol. Just enough to cause fatal respiratory depression.

love cannabis. LSD, shroom's, dmt, mdma. All great.
 
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Lethe

Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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I've never done drugs, working on getting some psilocybin atm. Supposedly it can help with treatment-resistant depression and end-of-life anxiety.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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Used to be coke. Quit that. Dilaudid is fun but hard for me to get these days. Alcohol will always be my great love, but I gave that up too. Wtf, when did I become that sober person?
 
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Lefty

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Dec 7, 2018
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Don't do drugs. Though alcohol and tobacco can be a nice retreat from time to time. I guess those kinda count as drugs.
 
FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
Hey buddy, I know you from elsewhere. Good to see you.

What's your take on benzodiazepines? They're my favorite right now.
Benzos are great. The withdrawl when dependant aren't nice though.
 
SlackJim

SlackJim

Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost
Sep 30, 2019
226
DMT for sure, back in the day my favourite combo was LSD + MDMA + Laughing gas
 
mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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Benzos are great. The withdrawl when dependant aren't nice though.
Oh god, I experienced this recently. I had been taking a high dose of clonazapam and ran out. One of the worst things I've been through. I could barely speak when I called my doctor.
 
FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
Oh god, I experienced this recently. I had been taking a high dose of clonazapam and ran out. One of the worst things I've been through. I could barely speak when I called my doctor.
They can be pretty harsh. Even dangerous in some cases. I used to have a thing for valium.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
Fucking cocaine....ugh I quit but it really numbed the pain...not going to lie I miss it. I used it along with Xanax but now just the Xanax.
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
It WAS Klonopin/Dilaudid combo. Now I season everything with herbs :) never going down that road again, surprised I got off of it to begin with.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Cake lol lots of it. Never really been into drugs other than weed when I was younger, but food gives me comfort and makes me forget about stuff while I'm eating it. The occasional codeine binge as well, just makes me so chilled.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
889
I've never done drugs, working on getting some psilocybin atm. Supposedly it can help with treatment-resistant depression and end-of-life anxiety.

That's also what I read. I hope you get a good batch and it works well for you!

I thought about taking LSD while suicidal to see if that would reverse my thought process, but i realize it might just make me more comfortable with it.
DMT for sure, back in the day my favourite combo was LSD + MDMA + Laughing gas

wow that sounds like fun. what do you do on that combo
 
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Egddios

Egddios

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Oct 27, 2018
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Oh god, I experienced this recently. I had been taking a high dose of clonazapam and ran out. One of the worst things I've been through. I could barely speak when I called my doctor.

Ugh, that's awful. What did your doctor end up doing? I always wonder what would happen if I ran out before the next script was due. Would my psychiatrist stop the script completely? I've already had to reduce because I took a few high doses earlier in the month.

In my situation, I'm prescribed .5mg 3x a day, which is low IMO. I'd been feeling a lot better and able to interact with people when I was at 1mg 3x a day. Klonopin does work amazingly for me but doctors seem so much more likely to suggest Seroquel and I have been through that hell before. I don't think suggesting 3mg is a wild request. Sigh
Cake lol lots of it. Never really been into drugs other than weed when I was younger, but food gives me comfort and makes me forget about stuff while I'm eating it. The occasional codeine binge as well, just makes me so chilled.

Cake is sooo good. I love yellow cake with chocolate frosting, the classic. This could be a whole other thread
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
My self is a good old dose of tramadol i take up to 20 of the little buggers they 50mg . I only dont from time to time as the doctors would start to cotton on . As it is they are trying to cut down my pain killers . I know what they are doing at the moment i get free prescription and they dont like it . Mind you bin paying into the NHS for the larst 30 + years about time i got sum thing out of them . They won't admit it tho if i am really lucky i can get oral morphine tell them my kidney stones are playing up they give me a 250 ml bottle . I down the hole thing plus a few tramadol as well get well stoned LOL :)
 
Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
I've never done drugs, working on getting some psilocybin atm. Supposedly it can help with treatment-resistant depression and end-of-life anxiety.

I've read/heard so many positive things about microdosing psilocybin, I hope you're able to try it. Keep us posted if you can.
 
SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
I've read/heard so many positive things about microdosing psilocybin, I hope you're able to try it. Keep us posted if you can.

LSD is also beneficial in micro doses.

Remember... if it's bitter, it's a spitter.
 
Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
I've read/heard so many positive things about microdosing psilocybin, I hope you're able to try it. Keep us posted if you can.

Macrodosing as well. It's on the fast-track to replacing SSRIs it seems. There's a ton of research going on at John's Hopkins right now. I will absolutely keep you posted, yes.
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
LSD is also beneficial in micro doses.

Remember... if it's bitter, it's a spitter.

I've microdosed for a few months at a time. Was amazing. With a little DMT it can be extra fun.

Macrodosing is a different thing altogether, IMO.
 
mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Ugh, that's awful. What did your doctor end up doing?
I had been taking the clonaz off the black market. My doctor prescribed some to taper me off but said he wouldn't do it again.
 

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