Venting Family's a mess because of my attempt, I took sn and they're treating me as if I'm the worst person

[I need peace]

I always lived alone with my husband, but it was in the same yard as his family. After my sunday episode with the SN, they literally kicked me out. I don't know what to do, all I know is to cry and wish my attempt was successful. How do you come to someone in such a state of suffer that they would poison themselves and say "that's irresponsible, you're a horrible person, you should be better, get out of here"?
I truly can't do much right now, I'm still recovering from the attempt, my sn is obviously confiscated by idk who, now I'm going to the mental clinic to try and get an admission so at least I don't go homeless

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like an awful situation to be in, some people really are so cruel and insensitive. I'm sorry that you are going through this. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[eLdus]

The lack of empathy that people have for each other is truly jaw-dropping! I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this after a ctb attempt and feeling so shit. Hopefully the clinic will be able to offer you some support.

 

[motel rooms]

Horrifying...

 

[Samsal112]

If you do not mind me asking, why was your attempt unsuccessful?

 

[ms3745]

Yes please share why this attempt was unsuccessful. Did you throw it up too much? Did you not take enough?
I'm so sorry you have to go through that. Please don't let those people get to you. I think things happen for a reason so maybe there is still some hope for your situation to improve. I wish you all the best.

 

[deleted]

Que família horrível a sua lamento passar por toda essa merda já não bastando ser suicida e lidar com toda essa dor, eles te expulsaram de casa? espero que vá tudo bem na clínica
Tenho outra pergunta se você puder responder, você sentiu dor quando tomou SN?

 

[Achlys]

Heartless. After suffering to such an extent, to think they'd wantonly pile more upon you...

 

[I need peace]

If you do not mind me asking, why was your attempt unsuccessful?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/just-drank-some-sn.89544/

Que família horrível a sua lamento passar por toda essa merda já não bastando ser suicida e lidar com toda essa dor, eles te expulsaram de casa? espero que vá tudo bem na clínica
Tenho outra pergunta se você puder responder, você sentiu dor quando tomou SN?

Não, apenas uma dor de cabeça muito leve, tipo quando você sente fome por um tempinho sabe? Mas logo depois apaguei

 

[I need peace]

I've found a relative to sleep by at least till the weekend, I'm still destroyed by what happened and I wish I could just disappear

 

[Weebster]

Fuck em.

 

[Glowarm]

That sounds pretty crappy, I'm so sorry that you're suffering.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

This world is AWFUL. I'm sorry you're experiencing that

 

[I need peace]

My husband finally put his balls out and got with me, not at our home tho, idk what's going on
But I think we'll be renting a place soon, after we end our debt

 

[RubyGloom]

fuck anyone treating you poorly. i'm so sorry you have to deal with that.