Family guilt

[Penguinbee]

I feel that the karma my family has build up over the years has been dumped onto me. The abuse, the illegality, the murder, all dumped on me. I feel it all. I've always known even when I was a kid that I should die and I think I'm coming to peace with that. I don't know anyone who's suffered the years of abuse I did and lived through it; I'm pretty sure none of them survived and I shouldn't have either. I think taking it into my own hands will end the karma built up in the family, kind of like a sacrifice so none of the young ones in the family have to feel that on their shoulders. They won't have to suffer with the knowledge of all of this and I'll die with it. What do you guys think? Do you think the built up karma will go with me to the grave?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

So sorry for what you have had to endure. I can only hope that you find peace.

 

[Melkus2020]

Damn I can relate to this. I was always the pure innocent lamb in the family. I am a victim of messed up circumstances that were out of my control.