ppie41
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- Mar 15, 2023
- 36
Hey friends, if you saw my last post you'd know I attempted. By some miracle there was a mix up with the dates at the motel I was trying to rent and I wasn't able to get a room, so I'm still here. Doing worse than ever because I thought I wouldn't be, but I am.
Just self harmed for the first time in a while. I mean like, actually bleeding. I still self harm in the little ways but I haven't cut in a minute. Sometimes it's the only thing that calms me down. I was in hysterics and violently sobbing, now that I've cut myself I'm alright. I still feel horrible, but it's more of a numb feeling rather than a blinding hysteria of sadness. I know it's bad, but it feels so good.
Just self harmed for the first time in a while. I mean like, actually bleeding. I still self harm in the little ways but I haven't cut in a minute. Sometimes it's the only thing that calms me down. I was in hysterics and violently sobbing, now that I've cut myself I'm alright. I still feel horrible, but it's more of a numb feeling rather than a blinding hysteria of sadness. I know it's bad, but it feels so good.
