Failure failure everywhere?

[Efilismislife]

Im getting more hopeless reading people say this method has high risk of failure, and when i move on to another method also failure.

1. Combining drugs overdose(beta blocker, xanax, phenobarb, opioid)alcohol. says its impossible..

2. Partial hanging, night2 says its impossible..

3. Nitrogen. Cant find nitrogen flow meter have to use argon. Which makes me feel unsure but i dont have a choice. Then some said theres involuntary movement, also worrying after being unconscious the setting get disrupted, some said they could be oxygen getting in and it will cause failure worrying about purity

4 N, so expensive took too long dont know if they will approve it enter the country, also issue check purity, etc

5 charcoal burning it outside and wait isnt doable unless i can burn it inside and quick.

6 tourniquet seems promising but it seems hard to do...have to learn...dont know if my brain function can digest it

7 full hanging seems painful n really hard to do it right, n doesnt seem peaceful. From the video

8. SN have health issue which increase the symptoms, pain n it doesnt feel peaceful. And i also read the anti emetic could be dangerous. Although i have tried domperidone small dosage and its fine.

Frustrated

 

[houseofleaves]

You haven't listed SN

 

[Efilismislife]

You haven't listed SN

I have number 7. Like hanging. It seems work but it seems painful to me

cause i have health issue too which could increase SN symptoms. And i also read the antiemetic could be dangerous. Although i have tried domperidone snall dosage and its fine.

 

[houseofleaves]

I have number 7. Like hanging. It seems work but it seems painful to me

have you tried

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/understanding-cardiac-glycosides-protocol-nyan.55593/

?

 

[FuneralCry]

The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb personally. I know that it is awful feeling like you have no way to ctb. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, no one should have to resort to such horrible methods to end their suffering. More than anything I wish that suicide is easier. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Al Cappella]

No there's not failure everywhere. People rightly say there's a risk of failure—but that's true for everything. Clearly people manage, and they don't have magical, mystical superpowers. You pick one you think you can manage, study up on it, etc. Not saying this to encourage you, just saying there's no need to feel more hopeless.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Nitrogen. Cant find nitrogen flow meter have to use argon. Which makes me feel unsure but i dont have a choice. Then some said theres involuntary movement, also worrying after being unconscious the setting get disrupted, some said they could be oxygen getting in and it will cause failure worrying about purity

There's nothing wrong with this method. Argon flow meter will work, just need to mate the fitting on the flow meter with the fitting on the tank valve. Might require an adapter? IDK. Have you read the PPH? And all the threads about this method on here? You can mitigate a lot of your concerns.

 

[outrider567]

Im getting more hopeless reading people say this method has high risk of failure, and when i move on to another method also failure.

1. Combining drugs overdose(beta blocker, xanax, phenobarb, opioid)alcohol. says its impossible..

2. Partial hanging, night2 says its impossible..

3. Nitrogen. Cant find nitrogen flow meter have to use argon. Which makes me feel unsure but i dont have a choice. Then some said theres involuntary movement, also worrying after being unconscious the setting get disrupted, some said they could be oxygen getting in and it will cause failure worrying about purity

4 N, so expensive took too long dont know if they will approve it enter the country, also issue check purity, etc

5 charcoal burning it outside and wait isnt doable unless i can burn it inside and quick.

6 tourniquet seems promising but it seems hard to do...have to learn...dont know if my brain function can digest it

7 full hanging seems painful n really hard to do it right, n doesnt seem peaceful. From the video

8. SN have health issue which increase the symptoms, pain n it doesnt feel peaceful. And i also read the anti emetic could be dangerous. Although i have tried domperidone small dosage and its fine.

Frustrated

As I said before, Argon Flowmeter is just fine with Nitrogen tank/regulator---All you do is set Argon Flowmeter at 12.6, which is the same as 15 LPM on the Nitrogen flowmeter

Im getting more hopeless reading people say this method has high risk of failure, and when i move on to another method also failure.

1. Combining drugs overdose(beta blocker, xanax, phenobarb, opioid)alcohol. says its impossible..

2. Partial hanging, night2 says its impossible..

3. Nitrogen. Cant find nitrogen flow meter have to use argon. Which makes me feel unsure but i dont have a choice. Then some said theres involuntary movement, also worrying after being unconscious the setting get disrupted, some said they could be oxygen getting in and it will cause failure worrying about purity

4 N, so expensive took too long dont know if they will approve it enter the country, also issue check purity, etc

5 charcoal burning it outside and wait isnt doable unless i can burn it inside and quick.

6 tourniquet seems promising but it seems hard to do...have to learn...dont know if my brain function can digest it

7 full hanging seems painful n really hard to do it right, n doesnt seem peaceful. From the video

8. SN have health issue which increase the symptoms, pain n it doesnt feel peaceful. And i also read the anti emetic could be dangerous. Although i have tried domperidone small dosage and its fine.

Frustrated

Number 3--Oxygen can't get in if you pull the exit bag bottom correctly(fairly tightly but not like rubber bands),or if you use an elastic terry cloth headband around your neck---A bag totally full of Nitrogen has some pressure, which is how the Nitrogen leaks out in the first place,which is what you want, as new Nitrogen keeps flowing in----and remember, if 60 seconds go by while deeply breathing in the Nitrogen and you're still conscious,then you did something wrong and just take off the Exit bag and try again at another time

 

[Efilismislife]

Totally fine, i need encouragement. Struggling alone in this makes it harder. N i have all rational reasons. (Alone&abused by psychopath family, incurable chronic illnesses, all that caused me depression&hopelessness

No there's not failure everywhere. People rightly say there's a risk of failure—but that's true for everything. Clearly people manage, and they don't have magical, mystical superpowers. You pick one you think you can manage, study up on it, etc. Not saying this to encourage you, just saying there's no need to feel more hopeless.

There's nothing wrong with this method. Argon flow meter will work, just need to mate the fitting on the flow meter with the fitting on the tank valve. Might require an adapter? IDK. Have you read the PPH? And all the threads about this method on here? You can mitigate a lot of your concerns.

I read the inert gas megathread. But its not specifically for nitrogen and im not familiar with the technical stuff about it(the regulator, etc, etc) i only know abt oxygen cylinder&regulator. Theres a nitrogen gas, co2 gas, seller nearby and i just hope i can order the thing i need

As I said before, Argon Flowmeter is just fine with Nitrogen tank/regulator---All you do is set Argon Flowmeter at 12.6, which is the same as 15 LPM on the Nitrogen flowmeter

Number 3--Oxygen can't get in if you pull the exit bag bottom correctly(fairly tightly but not like rubber bands),or if you use an elastic terry cloth headband around your neck---A bag totally full of Nitrogen has some pressure, which is how the Nitrogen leaks out in the first place,which is what you want, as new Nitrogen keeps flowing in----and remember, if 60 seconds go by while deeply breathing in the Nitrogen and you're still conscious,then you did something wrong and just take off the Exit bag and try again at another time

So i have to go on some trial until i manage to lose conscious or measure with oximeter if the oxygen drop?
What about what people say about the oxygen leaks in and create a failure?

Guess im pessimistic&traumatized due to many failures ive experienced in life n i dont seem to have good luck otherwise thats why im worried of messing thing up

have you tried

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/understanding-cardiac-glycosides-protocol-nyan.55593/

?

Will try to read more. But it seems like its using combine drugs to stop the heart? I asked before about using propranolol(to stop heart&reduce blood pressure)and alcohol, benzo, opioid. To also stop breathing, etc, etc but some said its not a good idea

The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb personally. I know that it is awful feeling like you have no way to ctb. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, no one should have to resort to such horrible methods to end their suffering. More than anything I wish that suicide is easier. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Same here the only reason i continue living(more like enduring sufferings) is because i havent find a way out ...(yet)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I read the inert gas megathread. But its not specifically for nitrogen and im not familiar with the technical stuff about it(the regulator, etc, etc) i only know abt oxygen cylinder&regulator. Theres a nitrogen gas, co2 gas, seller nearby and i just hope i can order the thing i need

I'm positive you can. Are you in the UK? I know the jargon they use describing fittings and such on tanks, regulators, flow meters, etc is different than in US.

 

[LoMVLk]

If you buy a cylinder of inert gas from a local supplier, just ask them about fittings/pressure regulator/flow meter. They'll know exactly what you need and might even sell it to you fully assembled. Just need a good cover story - With Argon, that's easy, it's a very common welding gas. Just look up the model number/photo of a specific welder and say that you have that one. Say that you can attach it to the welder with a hose+clamp.

If you have to set it up yourself, there are lots of clearnet resources on how to do it, like this: https://www.mig-welding.co.uk/wiki/Setting_up_the_gas

 

[DonTellMeToStayAlive]

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[Efilismislife]

I'm positive you can. Are you in the UK? I know the jargon they use describing fittings and such on tanks, regulators, flow meters, etc is different than in US.

No in asia.

If you buy a cylinder of inert gas from a local supplier, just ask them about fittings/pressure regulator/flow meter. They'll know exactly what you need and might even sell it to you fully assembled. Just need a good cover story - With Argon, that's easy, it's a very common welding gas. Just look up the model number/photo of a specific welder and say that you have that one. Say that you can attach it to the welder with a hose+clamp.

If you have to set it up yourself, there are lots of clearnet resources on how to do it, like this: https://www.mig-welding.co.uk/wiki/Setting_up_the_gas

Its nitrogen. But with argon flow meter. I read on inert gas thread the OP said to use it to fill up the can/food storage prevent aging?

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You might relate

Cant relate. Not everybody is lucky enough to be given that choice
Your username contradict what you said

 

[tomas97x]

Feeling the same way as you

 

[makethepainstop]

When one is planning to walk off into the sunset, one must do through and exacting research on the proposed method. Nothing can suck like failure and it's after effects.

 

[DonTellMeToStayAlive]

No in asia.

Its nitrogen. But with argon flow meter. I read on inert gas thread the OP said to use it to fill up the can/food storage prevent aging?


Cant relate. Not everybody is lucky enough to be given that choice
Your username contradict what you said

aah i just came back to ss after a long time...
Why do you say my username contradicts what I said ? It literally says, "don't tell me to stay alive" lol