I would like to know if people have ever tried to commit suicide and failed it and that she method you tried and why her ah failed it and are you ready to do it again?
Kdawg2018
Still here...
- Nov 10, 2018
- 272
I drove to a bridge and you cant stop on the bridge, I planned to pull over and jump, but it was scary and also there were a lot of police & military police. I almost OD on drugs and alcohol, not an attempt, but I was extremely depressed so it prob secretly was. I tried partial b4 I read aboutbit, almost passed out, but couldnt do it. It was after I read about kate spade, I thought if she can use a scarf, I can do it! I thought about jumping off a local freeway over pass and almost ran over there to jump, but couldnt do it. There were ppl around & also I was scared to hurt a driver on the freeway. I only want to hurt myself. I think its the survival instinct that stops me because I wants to go to eternal peace :D
I took a otc painkiller overdose because I figured a long painful way was what I dererved but anxiety won and I made a call. Really regret that method, will not attempt any otc overdose again.
Have done partial suspention with failures, again, was living in an apartment and was worried someone would hear me kicking and backed out.
Have done partial suspention with failures, again, was living in an apartment and was worried someone would hear me kicking and backed out.
15dec
ember in the dark
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,550
Three overdoses; I researched them all but I was pretty naive and underestimated how many pills/how much alcohol I needed. Also tried partial suspension twice but couldn't get enough pressure on the arteries and was interrupted.
20 attempts, overdosed many times, partial 5 times , tried drinking to much still alive. Still going for partial or full suspension. I like this method because once you get it right, that's it. And it doesn't hurt me, uncomfortable, but it's lethal when carried out right.
Crest33
Sheet slinger
- Nov 28, 2018
- 261
yes there is a girl because she had not taken anti staminic
Eren
Si hablas español mándame un MP
- Oct 27, 2018
- 1,073
and what happend? She was left with sequels?
Crest33
Sheet slinger
- Nov 28, 2018
- 261
somwhat reasuring. It was done wrong. Got the feeling that there aren't many survivors of sn.
its ah the effective air SN if we respect the protocol
Jiva
I want ...
- Nov 18, 2018
- 493
I failed by partial, so i´m looking the courage for complete hanging.
I tried to take me twice this summer but the instinct of survival was the
I took loads of OTC painkillers with all of my Xanax in 2016 without doing any research beforehand. I was really depressed and it was a spur of a moment thing. I blacked out for a few hours and went on a rampage in my flat which I don't remember. All I recall is falling on the floor after knocking my TV over.
I woke up with a black eye, broken TV and my flat looking like a hurricane had hit it. This time I'm thoroughly researching what to do before I CTB.
I woke up with a black eye, broken TV and my flat looking like a hurricane had hit it. This time I'm thoroughly researching what to do before I CTB.
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Overdose on presciption meds, am partially brain damaged and basically living on suicide watch by parents till this day because of it:(
DesperateChallenge
Member
- Oct 25, 2018
- 46
Me too. First time was in 2016 when I was stationed in Korea I took 100 tramadol and a bunch of prescription sleeping pills... probably would have succeeded if I hadn't been found. My command wouldn't let me out of the hospital until they could get a family member to come over and provide 24/7 supervision. Then in 2017 I tried with Xanax and alcohol was found in the woods that time. Since then my family controls all of my medication, I live with them and they barge into my room and my privacy whenever they want, if I sleep too long, or get irritable, or leave without telling them where I'm going then they think I'm suicidal again. Feeling smothered definitely contributes to the depression and suicidality. If you ever need to vent feel free to message me.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,819
I have never even attempted suicide in my life since I know my survival instinct is way too strong (at least when I was younger). However, I have ruminated, planned, fantasized about how I would commit suicide. I know that suicide is the right choice for me and I have always arrived at the same conclusion for the last decade. Also, the reason I never attempted at all is I fear failure and also did not have the knowledge of how to do the methods correctly (don't want to risk permanent damage).
Simba
Missunderstood Potato
- Dec 9, 2018
- 751
I tried twice and failed.. first time was last year ,i took about 30 pills of paracetamol ,i have done my research, i had the suicide faq and i ended up failing. Why ? i panicked in the end and cried ,was in hospital for about 3 days. My psychiatrist was surprised that no damage was done.... Second time was probably one i didn't research ,i just took bout 11-12 pills of ibrupfen.... Just really bad pains an also had to take meds for it.. no hospital an whatever ... i cant believe that after my research and im still not dead yet... i mean, i did everything right.. but the worse part is puking. Hate it... wish i knew of some method that actualy works an makes u feel relaxed comfortable an whatever before you die.. and not puke :(
Pegasus
Experienced
- Dec 15, 2018
- 258
I tried to jump off the balcony when I was 17 but my friend grabbed me the last moment. I wish I had managed it because my life sucks so bad now.
LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
Simba
Missunderstood Potato
- Dec 9, 2018
- 751
Heroin ??? And where the fuck am i supposed to find one??? It makes u feel high for a few moments anyhow ,and the sale of drugs cannabis an stuff like that (in dark ) in this country are abit on the pricey side soo yea..
At your local dealer which is actually not hard at all once you get to know one drug addict/dealer. But I'm not sure if I would recommend street drugs, never 100 % sure what you get
Simba
Missunderstood Potato
- Dec 9, 2018
- 751
I guess but it's too expensive cocaine and all that here
Deafsn0w
I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
- Sep 4, 2018
- 2,488
Back in september I tried to jump off the Golden Gate bridge but I couldn't bring myself to do it because I was too scared to jump.
Simba
Missunderstood Potato
- Dec 9, 2018
- 751
It sounds scary ,i actualy saw a documentary about the golden gate bridge suicides
Terminally ill
Member
- May 27, 2019
- 95
Hanging is my preferred method .
I've had many failed attempts with partial suspension only one failed attempt with full suspension hanging, it was because what i choose to hang myself with couldn't take my weight i thought it would be enough because i weight 51 kg
the failed partial suspension attempts were because of survival instinct and overall uncontrollable physical fear response i had once everything was set up . alcohol and depression is enough to make me accept death or at least give it all i got .
I've had many failed attempts with partial suspension only one failed attempt with full suspension hanging, it was because what i choose to hang myself with couldn't take my weight i thought it would be enough because i weight 51 kg
the failed partial suspension attempts were because of survival instinct and overall uncontrollable physical fear response i had once everything was set up . alcohol and depression is enough to make me accept death or at least give it all i got .
Once. I took 8 gm. of dilantin. My roomies were supposed to be gone for 4 days, but a sudden, unexpected storm showed up, and the concert they were scheduled to see was cancelled. They came back the same day, and found me. Otherwise I would not be here now. Dehydration would have finished me off, had the storm not come.
Bit my wrist as a teen. Hurt a lot, and took a long time. I had no other tools, and was really distressed And wanted pain. it bled a lot, but I couldn't get through the artery very well. yeah, I know brutal as hell, but abuse can do that. Got a scar for my trouble, and nobody really cared. Also OTC painkillers, bur I learned aa many others do they just make you sick and vomit, but not die.
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Terminally ill
Member
- May 27, 2019
- 95
I can do it at home or in a few locations near me without the fear of being "saved" after the set up the process is easy just put your head in position the knot how you want and then go , the pain in hanging is relatively low for me i have an abnormally long neck and not much or any muscle mass so i pass out quickly , i have nothing against SN just working with what i have experience with
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