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Sep 28, 2025
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All right. I performed just as i wanted to do. I encoded a message that leaved the link to a song and a goodbye message. Then i just jumped through the window.
Apparently i didn't die and someone called the police for the body. I broke my ancle and my spine. I'm currently in the hospital and i can't do anything but get physically better. I wish i would've CTB as i wanted. Second attempt failed btw.
 
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geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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All right. I performed just as i wanted to do. I encoded a message that leaved the link to a song and a goodbye message. Then i just jumped through the window.
Apparently i didn't die and someone called the police for the body. I broke my ancle and my spine. I'm currently in the hospital and i can't do anything but get physically better. I wish i would've CTB as i wanted. Second attempt failed btw.
sorry to hear. how high did you jump from, if you don't mind me asking?
 
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I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you. I also failed a partial hanging attempt early this week. Having had the intention to really ctb felt like I've crossed the line. But I have been better since that happened. Hope the physical damage is reversible and you can also find some peace.
 
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