Venting Failed attempt made my life unbearable

[hauntyoueveryday]

For context, I tried to kill myself on January 16th and I got out of the hospital about a week later. Ever since then, my life has been a living hell. Everyone looks at me weird and nobody even treats me like a human being as much as a case they have to deal with. They are trying to put me on lithium and they are in the process of diagnosing me with what they think is bipolar, which if they try and treat me they will make me dull and boring and stupid. I really see no reason to continue living.

This has also shown me how little some people care about me. My family just ignores the safety plan I was given and isnt even really doing anything from preventing me from doing it again. My quality of life in the hospital was marginally better than it is at home.

 

[itsgone2]

Everyone looks at me weird and nobody even treats me like a human being as much as a case they have to deal with.

I'm so sorry. This must be awful to deal with. It's still a stigma for sure.

 

[finaldestination22]

I followed your original post since this is my method too. Did you find out in the end how did you manage to call the cops on you? It must have been before you passed out right since you only worke up at the hospital after.

Sorry to hear about this it sucks indeed it's not even the method that failed