I'm sorry it didn't work. I know how it feels like. Such a hell to be stuck like this. I have thought about every method there is Only to conclude that si would probably be too strong or the failure would bring extreme bad health consequences. I decided for another method that would be scba which also has its risks but if you do everything correctly then its very safe. I consider it to be the best and it's worth it to wait and plan everything through. If you want your method to succeed I'd advise you to take your time with the planning. Don't do it impulsively. And maybe read more through threads. Again, I'm sorry it didnt work. I know my message was probably not helpful, but i hope you find peace.
