Failed again...

[Freedom Believer]

I cut off too much off the ratchet and I couldn't tighten it enough. I'm so fucking stupid. I got more ratchets, but I may have to move onto SN without antiemetics. It will be painful, but it's better than living.

Edit: In other news I found what I did wrong. It wasn't that I cut off too much from the ratchet, but I cut off too little. Once I cut off more then I was able to tighten the ratchet to my neck. I'll give it one last attempt (3 strikes, you're out) before I move onto SN.

 

[R_N]

Sn is definitely more reliable.

 

[Freedom Believer]

Sn is definitely more reliable.

Heard it has a high failure rate because most vomit it back out even with antiemetics. Unless you have multiple SN drinks ready.

Can I CTB via SN even if I throw it up and just have more ready?

 

[sleepy dog]

Heard it has a high failure rate

Where did you "hear" that from? Its obvious you need to do some research.

 

[jgm63]

I cut off too much off the ratchet and I couldn't tighten it enough. I'm so fucking stupid. I got more ratchets, but I may have to move onto SN without antiemetics. It will be painful, but it's better than living.

There are plenty of different things that can be gotten over-the-counter. It shouldn't be necessary to just do SN on its own.
Although I believe some people have done just SN before (but I don't know the details).

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[Freedom Believer]

Where did you "hear" that from? Its obvious you need to do some research.

My apologies, what I meant to say is that it's harder to CTB with SN when you don't have antiemetics (which I don't have).

In other news I found what I did wrong. It wasn't that I cut off too much from the ratchet, but I cut off too little. Once I cut off more then I was able to tighten the ratchet to my neck. I'll give it one last attempt (3 strikes, you're out) before I move onto SN.

 

[Jean4]

Heard it has a high failure rate because most vomit it back out even with antiemetics. Unless you have multiple SN drinks ready.

Can I CTB via SN even if I throw it up and just have more ready?

You heard wrong or you weren't researching or reading any SN threads.

You heard wrong or you weren't researching.

You heard wrong or you weren't researching or reading any SN threads.

You would know the answer to your question too if you researched or read any SN threads.

 

[jgm63]

My apologies, what I meant to say is that it's harder to CTB with SN when you don't have antiemetics (which I don't have).

In other news I found what I did wrong. It wasn't that I cut off too much from the ratchet, but I cut off too little. Once I cut off more then I was able to tighten the ratchet to my neck. I'll give it one last attempt (3 strikes, you're out) before I move onto SN.

Once again, wishing you a safe journey if you decide to proceed

 

[Hunter100]

Heard it has a high failure rate because most vomit it back out even with antiemetics. Unless you have multiple SN drinks ready.

Can I CTB via SN even if I throw it up and just have more ready?

Yes you can throw it up but most are successful

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish for you peace.

 

[Freedom Believer]

Well, I'm glad to know if this doesn't work out that tonight I can move onto SN. I guess I'll have to create multiple glasses of it in case I throw it up.

 

[Kruger]

Yes you can throw it up but most are successful

I'm new so forgive the question, what is SN?

 

[goldenrods]

I'm new so forgive the question, what is SN?

sodium nitrite. look for it under "resources" in the pinned threads

 

[Hunter100]

I'm new so forgive the question, what is SN?

That's ok. Welcome. SN is sodium nitrate. If you do a search on this site a ton of threads will come up for you

 

[Sensei]

I think you should stop and think through your method carefully. A failed attempt can result in severe disability which will make your life even more difficult and prevent any further attempts. What difference does it make if you wait a few more days and think this through? Please don't rush this through, for your own sake.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about that and I hope that you are able to find peace and best wishes.

 

[jgm63]

Hi @Freedom Believer
Just wondering if you are still with us ?

 

[Freedom Believer]

I think you should stop and think through your method carefully. A failed attempt can result in severe disability which will make your life even more difficult and prevent any further attempts. What difference does it make if you wait a few more days and think this through? Please don't rush this through, for your own sake.

The method I'm trying there will be little in the ways of permanent damage. Worst case scenario is that I pass out for a while and wake up with a migraine.

Hi @Freedom Believer
Just wondering if you are still with us ?

Yes.

 

[Moonicide]

I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling and have been in so much pain. I wish you nothing, but peace. And I hope you find it.
Sending you all of my love and support.

 

[Farmmaa]

The method I'm trying there will be little in the ways of permanent damage. Worst case scenario is that I pass out for a while and wake up with a migraine.

Or permanent brain damage from lack of oxygen.

This method really doesn't seem very reliable at all

 

[jgm63]

The method I'm trying there will be little in the ways of permanent damage. Worst case scenario is that I pass out for a while and wake up with a migraine.

Yes.

Ah, ok. Just wanted to continue to offer our company if you needed it...
Feel free to keep us updated, if you wish to that is....

 

[passenger27]

I'm not trying to talk you out of anything, but have you wondered if there was a reason you keep failing? Like something was keeping you here for a reason. Maybe not even God, maybe fate or something. Who knows. Just a thought, I've tried many times and failed. To me it's always seemed like a cosmic joke, but you never know. I'm sure it's different for each person.

Sorry, didn't mean to get so deep. It's your life, your choice, & I respect that.

 

[jgm63]

Or permanent brain damage from lack of oxygen.

This method really doesn't seem very reliable at all

So are you saying you don't think the night-night method is reliable ?
Is that based on any research, or just from your first impressions ?

 

[Farmmaa]

So are you saying you don't think the night-night method is reliable ?
Is that based on any research, or just from your first impressions ?

From reading accounts of too many people who have tried and failed.
There just seems to be a lot more reliable ways out there than this or partial.

 

[Kruger]

That's ok. Welcome. SN is sodium nitrate. If you do a search on this site a ton of threads will come up for you

Thank you for responding

 

[Lara Francis]

Love and peace to you @Freedom Believer.
Best to have thought and researched properly rather than put yourself in a worse position. Don't be so hard on yourself.
Be patient and it will all come together x

 

[Rena rossy]

Thank you for responding

It is Sodium Nitrite not Nitrate, sometimes it can get confusing.