Fade to black

[18andlife]

Well I guess this is it. I know that goodbye threads are a bit of a controversy on this site ( due to
Some people doing it for attention and/ or not following through). Rest assured I will be drinking SN with the goal of ending my life tonight at 12am( my time zone) I am done with this thing called " life" and wish to end it. Even though I have only been on this site a few weeks( mostly as a lurker) I believe that sites like this are amazing and provide the resources needed to ctb, as well as emotional support. This site is amazing. All the people on this website are amazing, and are all hero's whether they realize it or not. Thank you and goodbye
- 18andlife

 

[BPDbitch]

What time is it in your time zone currently? We'll be here with you till the end if you choose to go through with it x

 

[oneside]

Hope you can find your peace, regardless if you will catch the bus or not. Wish you the best!

 

[Kvotheloner]

Much love fam, enjoy the journey.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Iloveyouall]

I know the world sucks and that you feel really depressed as reality blew up in your face as you told me but please talk to us. Vent, rant, anything but talk to us dude. Goodbye threads are not controversial, it's normal to be scared and maybe not go through it. There is no shame in postponing. There is no shame in changing your mind at the last second. The thing you're going to do is only about you, it is not about others.
I wish you peace my friend, no matter your choice.

 

[18andlife]

What time is it in your time zone currently? We'll be here with you till the end if you choose to go through with it x

It's about 10:00 in my zone

 

[BPDbitch]

It's about 10:00 in my zone

How are you feeling now?

 

[Nem]

I hope you have an anxiety free time regardless of your decision, sending lots of hugs!
Peace/hugs

 

[18andlife]

How are you feeling now?

Fine I suppose. Hungry truth be told. Been fasting since 4 today

 

[Iloveyouall]

Did something happened today or were you just resolved to do it tonight when you woke up ?

 

[TAW122]

I wish you peace during your remaining time in this world.

 

[Hollow Point]

I hope things work out however you want them to, best of wishes and dont be afraid to reach out if you're still here!

 

[oneofthoseyoudontwan]

Hope you can find what you want, peace.

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you so much peace

 

[jd123]

Well I guess this is it. I know that goodbye threads are a bit of a controversy on this site ( due to
Some people doing it for attention and/ or not following through). Rest assured I will be drinking SN with the goal of ending my life tonight at 12am( my time zone) I am done with this thing called " life" and wish to end it. Even though I have only been on this site a few weeks( mostly as a lurker) I believe that sites like this are amazing and provide the resources needed to ctb, as well as emotional support. This site is amazing. All the people on this website are amazing, and are all hero's whether they realize it or not. Thank you and goodbye
- 18andlife

Are you still alive?

 

[18andlife]

Did something happened today or were you just resolved to do it tonight when you woke up ?

Ready when I woke up. Been actively ready for a month now.

Are you still alive?

Yes got about an hour before I actually drink the sn

 

[Iloveyouall]

Ready when I woke up. Been actively ready for a month now.

I was wondering because the other day you seemed somewhat impulsive about it. You seem calm and resolve now.

 

[Nem]

Hugs

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Im burning a little candle for you, if you decide to go through with it or not, i hope it brings you warmth and guidance

 

[Iloveyouall]

Want to share anything with us ?

 

[BPDbitch]

We're still with you x hope you're ok x

 

[18andlife]

Still here postponed Until 2:30 to line up meds right

Still here postponed Until 2:30 to line up meds right

Sorry 12:30

 

[Iloveyouall]

There is no shame in postponing. I hope you're ok.

 

[18andlife]

Drank it wiping my devices now. Goodbye

 

[Iloveyouall]

I wish you peace my friend.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

Lots of love

 

[BPDbitch]

Hope you found some peace x

 

[William Barker]

May death bring you the peace you couldn't find in life.

I ordered some SN myself. Just waiting for it to arrive.

I'll be seeing you!