Venting Extremely strong urges but my husband is here but he is asleep

[SHThrowAway213]

I just want it all to end.
I know theres a possibility he will wake up and find me, but the urges are too strong tonight.
I just hate being alive too much

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hey lovely is there anything specific that's happened today to make you feel this way? Sending you love

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Hey talk to us (or me if you wanna do it personally ) anything specific making you wanna do it today? Afraid of getting caught right? We are here (:

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Hey lovely is there anything specific that's happened today to make you feel this way? Sending you love

Nothing has really happened, I just feel like shit.

Hey talk to us (or me if you wanna do it personally ) anything specific making you wanna do it today? Afraid of getting caught right? We are here (:

I am terrified of getting caught.
Those thoughts are definitely getting worse again


It is now the morning and the urges are still just as strong...why cant this end?

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Nothing has really happened, I just feel like shit.

I am terrified of getting caught.
Those thoughts are definitely getting worse again


It is now the morning and the urges are still just as strong...why cant this end?

Where do you live if you don't mind me asking, you mentioned it was morning but it's night time here in California, do you have a CTB date? A method?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Where do you live if you don't mind me asking, you mentioned it was morning but it's night time here in California, do you have a CTB date? A method?

I live in the UK.
No I dont, either hanging or jumping but I would prefer jumping

 

[Brackenshire]

Is there anything you can do like listen to music or go for a run that can get your thoughts off it for a bit
Sending a big hug your way

 

[victoria91]

I'm also from the UK and feel the same. Please feel free to message me if you want a chat. Sending hugs x

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm also from the UK and feel the same. Please feel free to message me if you want a chat. Sending hugs x

Thank you x

 

[Remember to forget]

I'm from the UK, if you want to talk then don't be afraid to PM me x

 

[Schweppes]

I can completely understand. I also have urges to harm and to try and die - I got diagnosed with OCD