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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
Anyone feel the same? :( I just so tired of existing.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
767
Yes i am feeling the exact same. I have no idea why people are put on earth to suffer and be humiliated and broken

Ive had more than enough, im starting to plan to ctb again. If things dont get better or change i have no choice, i want to be prepared to ctb because at this stage it is a huge possiblity for me.

My thoughts are with you.
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
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Anyone feel the same? :( I just so tired of existing.
yeah and its wierd. i still have this feeling to keep trying and keep going, but i also feel dead inside and on the inside, and literally dont wanna wake out of my sleep.
 
HGL91

HGL91

Warlock
Jul 2, 2019
720
Life is exhausting. There's always something that has to be done. Can't even enjoy anything fun because my heart is racing too fast to be in the moment.
 
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thedutchguy

thedutchguy

Slowly drowing
Jun 5, 2019
114
I get your feeling. Can't set my mind or body to anything. Not for myself not for what need to be done.

Don't get any feeling with 'fun's things, social and family could be stolen. Can't do it totally empty completely done inside only want to end the suffering.
 
Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
same...everyday I just feel like a robot, waking up going to work,going home,sleeping its the same pattern everyday, its tiring already
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
I'm fucking tired all the time. There's no way this life is worth living. I just want out and it's so difficult to fucking get there.
 
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AtomicNewt

AtomicNewt

A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her
Jun 5, 2019
145
Yup. Its what's led me to deciding I cannot go on. Constantly, relentlessly, physically and mentally exhausted. People really don't understand. Lucky them. This isn't something a good night's sleep or some yoga will help. When folk say stuff like that you know they have NO IDEA.
 
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FFTMGD

FFTMGD

Member
Jun 7, 2019
49
I feel that. I am done with this body.
 
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