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SoDead
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- Nov 2, 2021
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I am somewhat paranoid about risks of failure when trying to terminate my life. It is especially scary to survive with some severe damage to my organism which will not allow to try it another time and will force me into years of suffering.
And unfortunately popular peaceful methods often do not seem 100% reliable. If for example I choose Exit Bag, there may be convulsions which can break this device. May be probability of that is rather low, but it still worries me.
I try to think up ways to fix this. Today it came to my mind, perhaps as a half joke, that Exit Bag can be replaced with Exit Grave. If I have a "grave" filled with some gas significantly heavier than air (perhaps one of those relatively inert and nontoxic refrigerants used in air conditioners, or sulfur hexafluoride), it would be very hard to break it in an unconscious state, or to rise from this "grave" somehow when my brain is already seriously damaged. It would not need to be airtight either, some cover at the top should be enough to prevent the heavy gas from leaving for a long time (leak through the soil seems unlikely). Maintaining constant flow of gas for prolonged time to wash away CO2 should not be a concern either, provided the "grave" has a volume of a few cubic meters, since CO2 concentration will build up rather slow due to breathing and also, if CO2 is lighter than the used gas, it may flow away on its own. No need in any tubes, no need in a tight face mask, etc, just lie in a grave and die with comfort.
So, while harder to construct, this low tech device looks as failproof as possible to me.
And unfortunately popular peaceful methods often do not seem 100% reliable. If for example I choose Exit Bag, there may be convulsions which can break this device. May be probability of that is rather low, but it still worries me.
I try to think up ways to fix this. Today it came to my mind, perhaps as a half joke, that Exit Bag can be replaced with Exit Grave. If I have a "grave" filled with some gas significantly heavier than air (perhaps one of those relatively inert and nontoxic refrigerants used in air conditioners, or sulfur hexafluoride), it would be very hard to break it in an unconscious state, or to rise from this "grave" somehow when my brain is already seriously damaged. It would not need to be airtight either, some cover at the top should be enough to prevent the heavy gas from leaving for a long time (leak through the soil seems unlikely). Maintaining constant flow of gas for prolonged time to wash away CO2 should not be a concern either, provided the "grave" has a volume of a few cubic meters, since CO2 concentration will build up rather slow due to breathing and also, if CO2 is lighter than the used gas, it may flow away on its own. No need in any tubes, no need in a tight face mask, etc, just lie in a grave and die with comfort.
So, while harder to construct, this low tech device looks as failproof as possible to me.