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sm1the

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Sep 18, 2022
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Anyone have any input on positioning eebd hose over shoulders as opposed to under shoulders?
 
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Prime0

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May 16, 2023
88
Hi, could the necessary materials be put into a suitcase and then into the car's luggage? Then when driving the car, should you take them out of the suitcase then secure in the footwell? Or just let the suitcase in the luggage? Should you buy the necessary materials solely when you are gonna ctb and never put them in a luggage? Since I live with my parents, that's the only thing I could think off to hide them without being suspicious.

Then, could they be brought into an airbnb (via suitcase in the luggage)? Or just, could be ctb in the car? Would there be enough place to ctb in a car? Also, are there airbnbs that could be rented from morning until night (and not vice versa)? Do they make too much of a noise? Would people hear? How much nitrogen tank was necessary (since different ressources tell different things)?

I'm asking all of that because a car's luggage was the best hiding place I could think of, especially a backup plan would be good so I come back home as if nothing happened if somehow I can't make it workout, which is not very likely but it's always good to be cautious, unless it's risky?

Yes, I'm asking you to draw me the plan, if possible.
 
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11Sanctioned11

New Member
Sep 10, 2026
2
I want to show you my setup, and I would like some of your opinions.

What I have:
[1] Helium gas tank (the one used for party balloons), volume = 13,3 liters
[2] CPAP (Continuous Positive Airway Pressure ) mask + tube
[3] Plastic bag
[4] Sodium Nitrite NaNOâ‚‚ (CAS 7632-00-0)

When I read the first posts on this thread, I wasn't expecting I was going to need some kind of valve to regulate the flow of the gas (to certify the flow is 13 liters per minute) because
I have a picture on my pc with instruction on how to commit suicide using helium gas, and there is NO mention about the flow regulator.

I think the purpose of the regulator is to help you reach the right balance of gas going inside the bad:
[1] to little, the bag won't inflate enough and some of the outside air may get into the bag
[2] to much flow can brake the bag or make it scape from your head, not to mention emptying the cylinder before you die AFTER you pass out (you will still need to keep breathing the helium for a couple of minutes after you blackout)
BUT!
In my opinion, using one of those CPAP masks would substitute the need to have a bag to hold the gas, since all the gas you will now breathe are coming directly from the helium gas tank and staying INSIDE the mask.

My CPAP mask had two holes:
[1] One hole at its bottom, near the tube, where most of breath air exits, it is medium sized.
[2] Many tiny holes at the top, but those hole are as thin as a needle.
I am going to seal the hole at the bottom with a duct tape, leaving only the ones at the top of the mask free.
BUT, I will still use the plastic bag tough, to keep the gas coming out the mask around me.

The helium tank and the mask:
When you open the helium gas tank valve while using the CPAP mask:
[1] if you open the valve too litle, you can barely breathe
[2] if you open too much, you feel the mask pushing away from your face due the high pressure from the tank
I conclude the flow of the tank should be the in between those two condition.

I don't think I am going to need any flow regulator, I just have to open the valve just enough so I can breathe normally.
Just a reminder that I will still use a plastic bag, I won't let any helium gas scape, I will always be breathing helium.

I also have another trick up my sleeve, Sodium Nitrite (Yes, nitrite, not nitrate).
Now, here some little informations on my experience with SN:
I have been ingesting a very little amount to test the effects of SN in my body.
I was increasing the amount I ingested each day until I reached 5 grams, and that is where things got serious:
About ten minutes later I started to feel dizzy and losing some of my hearing, my vision got blurried...
I read people died after ingesting around 20grams, I will use a little cup with, at least, 50 grams before I start the preparation for the exit bag.

Do you have any advise or question for me? Can you tell me if there is something wrong with my method, I would appreciate ANY replies
 

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iwantangels

Member
Jul 20, 2026
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I want to show you my setup, and I would like some of your opinions.

What I have:
[1] Helium gas tank (the one used for party balloons), volume = 13,3 liters
[2] CPAP (Continuous Positive Airway Pressure ) mask + tube
[3] Plastic bag
[4] Sodium Nitrite NaNOâ‚‚ (CAS 7632-00-0)

When I read the first posts on this thread, I wasn't expecting I was going to need some kind of valve to regulate the flow of the gas (to certify the flow is 13 liters per minute) because
I have a picture on my pc with instruction on how to commit suicide using helium gas, and there is NO mention about the flow regulator.

I think the purpose of the regulator is to help you reach the right balance of gas going inside the bad:
[1] to little, the bag won't inflate enough and some of the outside air may get into the bag
[2] to much flow can brake the bag or make it scape from your head, not to mention emptying the cylinder before you die AFTER you pass out (you will still need to keep breathing the helium for a couple of minutes after you blackout)
BUT!
In my opinion, using one of those CPAP masks would substitute the need to have a bag to hold the gas, since all the gas you will now breathe are coming directly from the helium gas tank and staying INSIDE the mask.

My CPAP mask had two holes:
[1] One hole at its bottom, near the tube, where most of breath air exits, it is medium sized.
[2] Many tiny holes at the top, but those hole are as thin as a needle.
I am going to seal the hole at the bottom with a duct tape, leaving only the ones at the top of the mask free.
BUT, I will still use the plastic bag tough, to keep the gas coming out the mask around me.

The helium tank and the mask:
When you open the helium gas tank valve while using the CPAP mask:
[1] if you open the valve too litle, you can barely breathe
[2] if you open too much, you feel the mask pushing away from your face due the high pressure from the tank
I conclude the flow of the tank should be the in between those two condition.

I don't think I am going to need any flow regulator, I just have to open the valve just enough so I can breathe normally.
Just a reminder that I will still use a plastic bag, I won't let any helium gas scape, I will always be breathing helium.

I also have another trick up my sleeve, Sodium Nitrite (Yes, nitrite, not nitrate).
Now, here some little informations on my experience with SN:
I have been ingesting a very little amount to test the effects of SN in my body.
I was increasing the amount I ingested each day until I reached 5 grams, and that is where things got serious:
About ten minutes later I started to feel dizzy and losing some of my hearing, my vision got blurried...
I read people died after ingesting around 20grams, I will use a little cup with, at least, 50 grams before I start the preparation for the exit bag.

Do you have any advise or question for me? Can you tell me if there is something wrong with my method, I would appreciate ANY replies
I am very inexperienced so I will not be able to provide much help.. but I did want to say that I find it very impressive the amount of research and resources you have been able to gather. It makes me wonder how long it took and how difficult it was. Has SN made you feel nauseous at all?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,469
I want to show you my setup, and I would like some of your opinions.

What I have:
[1] Helium gas tank (the one used for party balloons), volume = 13,3 liters
[2] CPAP (Continuous Positive Airway Pressure ) mask + tube
[3] Plastic bag
[4] Sodium Nitrite NaNOâ‚‚ (CAS 7632-00-0)

When I read the first posts on this thread, I wasn't expecting I was going to need some kind of valve to regulate the flow of the gas (to certify the flow is 13 liters per minute) because
I have a picture on my pc with instruction on how to commit suicide using helium gas, and there is NO mention about the flow regulator.

I think the purpose of the regulator is to help you reach the right balance of gas going inside the bad:
[1] to little, the bag won't inflate enough and some of the outside air may get into the bag
[2] to much flow can brake the bag or make it scape from your head, not to mention emptying the cylinder before you die AFTER you pass out (you will still need to keep breathing the helium for a couple of minutes after you blackout)
BUT!
In my opinion, using one of those CPAP masks would substitute the need to have a bag to hold the gas, since all the gas you will now breathe are coming directly from the helium gas tank and staying INSIDE the mask.

My CPAP mask had two holes:
[1] One hole at its bottom, near the tube, where most of breath air exits, it is medium sized.
[2] Many tiny holes at the top, but those hole are as thin as a needle.
I am going to seal the hole at the bottom with a duct tape, leaving only the ones at the top of the mask free.
BUT, I will still use the plastic bag tough, to keep the gas coming out the mask around me.

The helium tank and the mask:
When you open the helium gas tank valve while using the CPAP mask:
[1] if you open the valve too litle, you can barely breathe
[2] if you open too much, you feel the mask pushing away from your face due the high pressure from the tank
I conclude the flow of the tank should be the in between those two condition.

I don't think I am going to need any flow regulator, I just have to open the valve just enough so I can breathe normally.
Just a reminder that I will still use a plastic bag, I won't let any helium gas scape, I will always be breathing helium.

I also have another trick up my sleeve, Sodium Nitrite (Yes, nitrite, not nitrate).
Now, here some little informations on my experience with SN:
I have been ingesting a very little amount to test the effects of SN in my body.
I was increasing the amount I ingested each day until I reached 5 grams, and that is where things got serious:
About ten minutes later I started to feel dizzy and losing some of my hearing, my vision got blurried...
I read people died after ingesting around 20grams, I will use a little cup with, at least, 50 grams before I start the preparation for the exit bag.

Do you have any advise or question for me? Can you tell me if there is something wrong with my method, I would appreciate ANY replies
May I ask why you bought balloon helium? Do you live in a country where balloon helium is still pure?
 
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User8

User8

Life is short. Make it shorter
Jul 13, 2024
75
Can you tell me if there is something wrong with my method
These days the balloon helium tanks are not pure helium at all. They mix it with air so that people cannot ctb that easily. If your tank is as such, you will fail. You'd much better off with nitrogen. Let me know if you need a good source for nitrogen. There is a very big company in Poland that ships Nitrogen cylinders anywhere to the EU for a very competitive price. Your setup would be much better if you can get a 5L 200bar 4.0 nitrogen cylinder.
 
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11Sanctioned11

New Member
Sep 10, 2026
2
I am very inexperienced so I will not be able to provide much help.. but I did want to say that I find it very impressive the amount of research and resources you have been able to gather. It makes me wonder how long it took and how difficult it was. Has SN made you feel nauseous at all?
What happened to me, in order was: weak headache, hearing loss with blurred sight, my body started to feel weak, then I got some dizziness, the tip of my fingers got blue as (also my lips), sleepness and the last thing I felt was nauseous (just a tiny disconfort, I knew I would feel nauseous, so I didn't eat anything hours prior to my experiment, so didn't have any urge to throw up)
May I ask why you bought balloon helium? Do you live in a country where balloon helium is still pure?

These days the balloon helium tanks are not pure helium at all. They mix it with air so that people cannot ctb that easily. If your tank is as such, you will fail. You'd much better off with nitrogen. Let me know if you need a good source for nitrogen. There is a very big company in Poland that ships Nitrogen cylinders anywhere to the EU for a very competitive price. Your setup would be much better if you can get a 5L 200bar 4.0 nitrogen cylinder.
That is what got me worried when I read the first posts on this thread, I have a photo here, looks pure helium, right? right?
 

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