All this could have been avoided if I haven't come to this world. If I had never existed I wouldn't have suffered. Sometimes I wonder why I'm alive and what am I waiting to ctb. This world is not what I thought it was. It's a bad place. And I have no chance of having a good life here. Worst of these things is that I'm young and I have to wait many years to die by aging and thinking about this desperates me. It will be many years of suffering. I think I've seen everything I wanted. There's nothing left I want to do just end my life.
i feel like this too. You are not alone. I'm here if you want to chat. From what you're saying, Im reading it like there was a point in your life something significant happened, because you said the world isn't what you thought it was. I feel that. *hugs*
The Dark Chaos
Craving chaos..
- Apr 17, 2020
- 215
Perhaps, beneath everyything, there is an inescapable pain.
Many religions expect people to accept life as hard and painful, and there will be rewards in the afterlife. People are expected to deal with the harshness of life, be good, and wait for their rewards.
I believe that underneath everything there is emptiness, and this equates with pain.
Jeez, how I wish I had never existed!
Many religions expect people to accept life as hard and painful, and there will be rewards in the afterlife. People are expected to deal with the harshness of life, be good, and wait for their rewards.
I believe that underneath everything there is emptiness, and this equates with pain.
Jeez, how I wish I had never existed!
Bct
Disqualified from Being Human
- Apr 20, 2020
- 419
This just made me realized how religions trying to prevent people from suicide. Trying to keep your life and die to "natural" causes, you'll be rewarded in the afterlife. Trying to end it earlier by yourself? No no no, hell will be waiting for you. This part is still a nonsense for me.
Life is suffering, at least to a large extent. Buddha said it, Schopenhauer said it as well as a whole bunch of others. The key question seems to be whether that suffering can have meaning or not.
"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how." (Nietzsche)
"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how." (Nietzsche)
Passersby
Trapped in space and time
- Aug 29, 2019
- 1,641
Yes time to bit the dust this is exactly how I feel. Already did the cool things I wanted and now life is ruined for me too so I need to ctb ASAP. There are different levels of suffering and different types of bad things that can happen to people in life. Some of them can be overcome, and like someone else said to fight through something tough does make you feel better once you conquered it and then You feel rewarded and are stronger. So yes some suffering and problems can be good to work through If you can however some things really suck and arent fixable. Why should society be allowed to dictate to us and telll us how to live and that we can't ctb? There are types of things can completely take a persons life and destroy it and the person has no way of bettering themselves so in this case and similar cases CTB is always an option. Why shouldn't it be? If we don't have the freedom to die then we are all just slaves to a controlling society and a master. What a rip off this life can be for some.
Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 862
I agree, I wish I hadn't been conceived and brought into this hell of a consciousness.
Shinbu
Shiki
- Nov 23, 2019
- 477
I share the same view. I don't like being alive. Society could give me everything, and I would still ctb.
Isisnefert
Student
- Mar 17, 2020
- 193
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Me siento así también. No estas solo. Estoy aquí si quieres chatear. Por lo que dices, lo estoy leyendo como si hubiera un punto en tu vida que sucedió algo significativo, porque dijiste que el mundo no es lo que creías que era. Siento que. *abrazos*
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yo también me siento así si quieres o necesitas hablar
Me siento así también. No estas solo. Estoy aquí si quieres chatear. Por lo que dices, lo estoy leyendo como si hubiera un punto en tu vida que sucedió algo significativo, porque dijiste que el mundo no es lo que creías que era. Siento que. *abrazos*
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yo también me siento así si quieres o necesitas hablar
People who claim to be 'grateful' for existing are standard cases of Stockholm Syndrome to me.
