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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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My parents always tell me everything will be fine. Everything will be okay. They do not only tell this to me they tell this to themselves in order to ease the guilt they should feel for abusing me. I am a wreck. I am mentally severly ill. I have suicidal thoughts for years (since i am a teenager). My mental health is very fragile. I probably cannot work. I really try everything i can. But i fail brutally just because they fucked up my brain. My life will probably end in suicide. The last years were a horror show. In my opinion suicide should be the last ressort but when i see my life rationally there is not much to live on for. I am not sure when i will do it. I still have a little chance that my life becomes better.
I do not want to say at the end of my life i did not try.
Sometimes i would really like to believe them. But the past years show that my prospects of life are not very good. Do you still have hope?
I do not want to say at the end of my life i did not try.
Sometimes i would really like to believe them. But the past years show that my prospects of life are not very good. Do you still have hope?
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