Surai
born on a sinking ship
- Mar 26, 2024
- 328
Everything seems to eat itself there is no infinite energy. This machine that can constantly power itself. There has to be a source. And I gave up a long time ago. Trying to figure that out. Why do we have to suffer to figure that out. Why is the best question you could ask the source of it all. Where all the stars die out. Left in an empty abyss of darkness. I'll try to forget what made me upset in the first place. But it's hard to forget, when they seem to keep building up. Why are we the ones to suffer. Such a tragic fate. Of never winning. Seeing animals succeed all around us. In being animals. But I don't want to be. But it seems they succeed because they are. It seems they succeed because they are animals. And it hurts me to be an animal. Why do you think we suffer. Because we are too self aware. Too aware of all of the nature that surrounds us. This vile. Sickening reality. I can't wait until I am asleep. I can't wait until I make it to that state. I can't. And even when we may have floated above the earth deciding our place. Before deciding if we even wanted to exist on a place such as earth, where everything eats itself.
