Everything is so fucking boring and pointless

[Canttakeitanymore]

Theres literally nothing for me to look forward to

 

[Canttakeitanymore]

I just want to leave this life

 

[WornOutLife]

The lack of goals and motivation was what drove me to try to ctb last year.
Everyday was so boring and sad!

I know you're not in your best condition but have you tried finding a hobby?

It could be watching tv shows, learning a language, reading books, playing videogames, etc.

I'm not saying you'll stop being suicidal if you do that but at least you'll have some fun.

Gaming and studying is literally saving my life.

 

[Canttakeitanymore]

Everyday is the same

 

[Callie Arcale]

For me it's not so much that it's boring, but that I am unable to enjoy anything due to my crippling anxiety.

 

[WornOutLife]

For me it's not so much that it's boring, but that I am unable to enjoy anything due to my crippling anxiety.

This is certainly a problem for me too! I'm way too anxious and everything ends up f*cked up by myself lol

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Just wait until retirement : you're just waiting around to die.

and most people buy into the lie that this is what you are supposed to aspire to in life.

bwahahaha

 

[AntiCycleAN]

Life is monotonous tedium, and my anhedonia has taken what few interests and sources of enjoyment I once had. Even through my worst depressive episodes, I could still enjoy games or movies, but I have became such an empty shell that nothing gives me any pleasure or satisfaction.

 

[booray]

Life is monotonous tedium, and my anhedonia has taken what few interests and sources of enjoyment I once had. Even through my worst depressive episodes, I could still enjoy games or movies, but I have became such an empty shell that nothing gives me any pleasure or satisfaction.

I could have written this.

 

[demuic]

Everything eventually becomes boring or tedious. There's nothing to look forward to. Everyday for me is also almost exactly the same. What's there to do when you're poor, have social anxiety, and no skills whatsoever that haven't been evaporated by brainfog? I wish to end it.

Even if something interesting happened to me, I wouldn't be able to enjoy it, especially knowing how it will inevitably end.

 

[Canttakeitanymore]

Just wait until retirement : you're just waiting around to die.

and most people buy into the lie that this is what you are supposed to aspire to in life.

bwahahaha

Cant even imagine living that long