Everything going wrong

[snooperdooper]

Every single step of the way has gone wrong somehow. I ordered DMC and the easiest payment method wasn't available immediately after I ordered. Then I waited for an entire week for my WISE payment to go through only for it to not even go through. I finally payed with gift card after weeks of waiting, and then I waited two weeks more for my package to arrive. I finally realized that he didn't even send the order over because I didn't include a last name, so I had to wait another two weeks for my package to actually arrive. And when it did it was nowhere to be seen so now I have to wait to sort out the missing package.

How is this the "easy way out?" It's like every single thing I do winds up working itself in the most painful ways possible. If there is a god I am in hell being punished.

 

[fadsfdsafdsa]

maybe it is a sign.. :o

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it painful to exist, it's so cruel to me how there isn't the option to just simply cease existing in peace in an guaranteed way and never suffer ever again, I wish it is straightforward to be gone. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

Every single step of the way has gone wrong somehow. I ordered DMC and the easiest payment method wasn't available immediately after I ordered. Then I waited for an entire week for my WISE payment to go through only for it to not even go through. I finally payed with gift card after weeks of waiting, and then I waited two weeks more for my package to arrive. I finally realized that he didn't even send the order over because I didn't include a last name, so I had to wait another two weeks for my package to actually arrive. And when it did it was nowhere to be seen so now I have to wait to sort out the missing package.

How is this the "easy way out?" It's like every single thing I do winds up working itself in the most painful ways possible. If there is a god I am in hell being punished.

funny, maybe you actually have something important to do in your life, which already makes it more special than lives of other 99,99% people

 

[wrong_turn]

Did you order it in the EU or US?

 

[snooperdooper]

funny, maybe you actually have something important to do in your life, which already makes it more special than lives of other 99,99% people

God, I hope not. I don't want to be important or some fighter, I just want to die. Why does it have to happen to me? I was handed such a perfect life and my brain threw it away, now it feels like I'm being punished for that.

Did you order it in the EU or US?

Ordered in the US

 

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

I was handed such a perfect life and my brain threw it away, now it feels like I'm being punished for that.

Then maybe your punishment didnt end and you need to suffer a little bit more for evil deeds you have done