Venting Everything feels unfair

[murkylake]

I feel so angry with the system. Sanctioned suicide is constantly being attacked by people who believe banning the site will solve suicides. How do you even come to this conclusion? How do they believe a website is what drives someone to suicide and not genetic, environmental, or societal factors? This is the only place I can speak my mind without the cops being called on me and getting hospitalized against my will. Of course once you're hospitalized they don't do anything except watch you and put you on medication. Is it really so awful to believe that my life is my own? Is it awful for me to believe the government has no right to decide if I live or die? I have had chronic suicidal ideation for 12 years and this is my sanctuary. I can't believe people think this is a site full of evil people that just want to make others commit suicide. It is so bafflingly incorrect, why the fuck can't we just be left alone? I am so angry, just so angry that the solution to suicides in the governments mind is to ban places where people can freely speak on their feelings without fear of involuntary hospitalization. It is all so unfair

 

[isa_nqra1]

I feel so angry with the system. Sanctioned suicide is constantly being attacked by people who believe banning the site will solve suicides. How do you even come to this conclusion? How do they believe a website is what drives someone to suicide and not genetic, environmental, or societal factors? This is the only place I can speak my mind without the cops being called on me and getting hospitalized against my will. Of course once you're hospitalized they don't do anything except watch you and put you on medication. Is it really so awful to believe that my life is my own? Is it awful for me to believe the government has no right to decide if I live or die? I have had chronic suicidal ideation for 12 years and this is my sanctuary. I can't believe people think this is a site full of evil people that just want to make others commit suicide. It is so bafflingly incorrect, why the fuck can't we just be left alone? I am so angry, just so angry that the solution to suicides in the governments mind is to ban places where people can freely speak on their feelings without fear of involuntary hospitalization. It is all so unfair

instead of people trying to get a site shut down maybe they need to focus on actually helping those who need help and focus on reaching out to them smh

i dont understand how shutting down sasu is the solution its not like sasu is the reason why im ctbing its far greater than that >->

this is the only safe space i have where i can really speak out and show my emotions too so it annoys me

 

[murkylake]

instead of people trying to get a site shut down maybe they need to focus on actually helping those who need help and focus on reaching out to them smh

i dont understand how shutting down sasu is the solution its not like sasu is the reason why im ctbing its far greater than that >->

this is the only safe space i have where i can really speak out and show my emotions too so it annoys me

It's so frustrating and something that's bothered me for years. Suicidal people will exist even if this site does not. I guess people are terrified that we're all running freely among society instead of being locked up where us crazies belong

 

[isa_nqra1]

It's so frustrating and something that's bothered me for years. Suicidal people will exist even if this site does not. I guess people are terrified that we're all running freely among society instead of being locked up where us crazies belong

being lock up in a psych ward doesnt even help i can say with first hand experience
it just makes you more depressed and anxious idk i find them a waste >->

 

[ItsAllSoTiresome]

I feel so angry with the system. Sanctioned suicide is constantly being attacked by people who believe banning the site will solve suicides. How do you even come to this conclusion? How do they believe a website is what drives someone to suicide and not genetic, environmental, or societal factors? This is the only place I can speak my mind without the cops being called on me and getting hospitalized against my will. Of course once you're hospitalized they don't do anything except watch you and put you on medication. Is it really so awful to believe that my life is my own? Is it awful for me to believe the government has no right to decide if I live or die? I have had chronic suicidal ideation for 12 years and this is my sanctuary. I can't believe people think this is a site full of evil people that just want to make others commit suicide. It is so bafflingly incorrect, why the fuck can't we just be left alone? I am so angry, just so angry that the solution to suicides in the governments mind is to ban places where people can freely speak on their feelings without fear of involuntary hospitalization. It is all so unfair

What really made me angry was the BBC report on this site last year where they also included footage of them harassing a Ukrainian businessman for selling SN, branding him a "poison seller" and accusing him of "killing children". How dare they harass a legitimate businessman selling a legal, legitimate product, trying to make ends meet in a war-torn country, and accuse him of "killing children" while his own children are at risk of being killed every day.

Yes, SN is toxic. But so are the cleaning chemicals under the sink in millions of people's households, has the BBC "exposed" the manufacturers of these products and accused them of being child killers? Are they going to call for a ban on the sale of rope, as children could end their lives with it? Also, all their moronic article achieved was to highlight the potential use of SN as a suicide method and expose a potential source of it, so their attempt to "keep the children safe" has completely backfired. I hate the media so fucking much.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I guess they need to blame something or someone. I'm sure not all those were successful even ran across this site, so now what is the excuse? Please let us have the space and leave us alone!

When I woke up this morning, I immediately wanted to cry. It's was too much on my mind and I wasn't ready to deal with life, so I won't back to sleep. It's very hard to continue waking up and knowing today will be like all the others days, miserable and lonely. There is nothing left for me to enjoy anymore.

What helped me say I can do another day is when I logged on here. It reminded me that I'm not alone and I have people who understand and will listen. I'm so thankful for SS, it has made this horrible life a little easier to deal with.

 

[murkylake]

What really made me angry was the BBC report on this site last year where they also included footage of them harassing a Ukrainian businessman for selling SN, branding him a "poison seller" and accusing him of "killing children". How dare they harass a legitimate businessman selling a legal, legitimate product, trying to make ends meet in a war-torn country, and accuse him of "killing children" while his own children are at risk of being killed every day.

Yes, SN is toxic. But so are the cleaning chemicals under the sink in millions of people's households, has the BBC "exposed" the manufacturers of these products and accused them of being child killers? Are they going to call for a ban on the sale of rope, as children could end their lives with it? Also, all their moronic article achieved was to highlight the potential use of SN as a suicide method and expose a potential source of it, so their attempt to "keep the children safe" has completely backfired. I hate the media so fucking much.

I can't believe they tracked him down. So fucked. A painless and easy method of suicide now restricted. This world wants us to stay alive. If we die by gun violence, whatever. If we die in a car accident, whatever. Anything but suicide