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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

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Aug 4, 2018
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What if everyone is already being kind to you but you're still dead set on dying? What then?
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I don't know your reasoning for wanting to CTB. But when your pain is greater than the love from those around you.. it's time.

That is a decision only you can make.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

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Aug 4, 2018
693
I don't know your reasoning for wanting to CTB. But when your pain is greater than the love from those around you.. it's time.

That is a decision only you can make.

My pain comes and goes depending on my situation, but knowing it's always going to come back makes me want to fuck life off altogether. Be logical and avoid that hurt forever by not being around to experience it any more.

Just cut my leg up with my ex's razor blades and held a belt around my neck until I cried too hard. I'm a fucking mess and it always comes back to this feeling.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
My pain comes and goes depending on my situation, but knowing it's always going to come back makes me want to fuck life off altogether. Be logical and avoid that hurt forever by not being around to experience it any more.

Just cut my leg up with my ex's razor blades and held a belt around my neck until I cried too hard. I'm a fucking mess and it always comes back to this feeling.
I understand. I don't cut. Bang my head instead.

I am also a impulsive CTBER. My suggestion. When you are in pain come here and scream for help. I have. Maybe it will help. :)
 
Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
I think of #bekind, sort of posts after a celeb kills themselves are utterly useless. It would be better if they would plug more money into mental health support. I'm tired of hearing how more money is being put into youth mental health. It kind of takes away from us older people, we had to deal with our youth without any support and we are still struggling daily
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

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Aug 4, 2018
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I think of #bekind, sort of posts after a celeb kills themselves are utterly useless. It would be better if they would plug more money into mental health support. I'm tired of hearing how more money is being put into youth mental health. It kind of takes away from us older people, we had to deal with our youth without any support and we are still struggling daily

Growing up I was one of those kids who would have benefitted from the money being invested into children's mental health. Obviously that's many years too late and I do resent that because I was made to feel like an abnormal freak for requiring the services I did.

I'm 26 now and acknowledge that adult services are shit. My friend died after several years of living in psych wards - they just didn't treat her, but maintained her beating heart until she couldn't take it.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Growing up I was one of those kids who would have benefitted from the money being invested into children's mental health. Obviously that's many years too late and I do resent that because I was made to feel like an abnormal freak for requiring the services I did.

I'm 26 now and acknowledge that adult services are shit. My friend died after several years of living in psych wards - they just didn't treat her, but maintained her beating heart until she couldn't take it.
I'm 51. I had to deal with shitty service longer lol.

I am very sorry about your friend. I hope she is at peace. :heart:
 
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Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
I'm 47, I had to deal with normal teenage crap, nobody made it easy for me with school, bullying, exam stress etc I just had to deal with it all. Plus I was autistic, but didn't know it. I just resent the push for youth mental services because nowadays it seems like a mental health diagnosis amongst kids is a badge of honour. While my generation are still struggling for the scraps of help they throw at us.
 
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Ferret

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Feb 19, 2020
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I wouldn't worry about it.

Just like everything, the whole '#bekind' nonsense is just sanctimonious vapid empty sentiment spouted by people wishing to morally justify themselves to their equally empty social media friends.

No one cares.
 
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