Venting Everyone Says I'm Stupid for Committing

[OutOfThisBody]

I hate how everyone including people on here have called me stupid for my reasons for committing (ctb). They are my feelings and I want to live freely according to what I want. How can you say I am wrong for that? This has caused doubting voices in my head thay make me doubt everything I think and shame me for it.

 

[needthebus]

sorry thought you meant committing yourself to hospital or facility, not ctb. please forgive me. my reading comprehension sucks

i feel bad now, sorry. i have the emotional.intelligence of a tumbleweed and the reading comprehension of a third grader.

 

[Greyhawk]

I'm sorry to hear that people have judged you, especially if it's here. You have no reason to feel shame for your suicidal thoughts or the reasoning behind them whatever they may be. But it can also be that some people think it's something that can be fixed and want you to help which might come off as judgmental.

 

[Darkover]

if you want to stick your arm into an alligator's mouth, it's not wrong. it's your choice and perhaps there will be some benefit. good luck!

The claim "perhaps there will be some benefit" is vague and unsubstantiated. In most cases, sticking your arm into an alligator's mouth offers no practical benefit, only significant risk of injury or death.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for what people said to you. Most humans are just assholes and people here are no exception. Fuck those people. Suicide is the most logical action that a person can do, fuck everybody who says otherwise and is unable to provide a rational counterargument to that

 

[needthebus]

I'm sorry for what people said to you. Most humans are just assholes and people here are no exception. Fuck those people. Suicide is the most logical action that a person can do, fuck everybody who says otherwise and is unable to provide a rational counterargument to that

i think this person comitted themselves to a mental hospital and that's what they meant.

lol. perhaps i misread it?
holy shit! i read that wrong! i thought you meant committing yourself to a hospital, that's why i was so ascerbic. sorry!

The claim "perhaps there will be some benefit" is vague and unsubstantiated. In most cases, sticking your arm into an alligator's mouth offers no practical benefit, only significant risk of injury or death.

sorry thought op meant commitng themself to a hospital. i thought they were in one. i hate hospitals and thats why i got super skeptical

well ive done a good job of making an ass of myself.

 

[Namelesa]

Any reason or having no reason to die is valid as we didn't ask for this life. I assume a lot of those people are calling you stupid cus a part of you wanting to die is cus of being female due to previous posts. Those people are just non-understanding and unempathetic as they are either not experienced life as a woman or had a different experience with it and don't realise others can have a different negative experience with it. It's totally understandable to want to die with the suffering you have gone through.

sorry thought you meant committing yourself to hospital or facility, not ctb. please forgive me. my reading comprehension sucks

i feel bad now, sorry. i have the emotional.intelligence of a tumbleweed and the reading comprehension of a third grader.

Its okay <3 People can misread things easily. People pointed out your mistake and you accepted you did something wrong. I would say you can forgive yourself

 

[OutOfThisBody]

i think this person comitted themselves to a mental hospital and that's what they meant.

lol. perhaps i misread it?
holy shit! i read that wrong! i thought you meant committing yourself to a hospital, that's why i was so ascerbic. sorry!

sorry thought op meant commitng themself to a hospital. i thought they were in one. i hate hospitals and thats why i got super skeptical

well ive done a good job of making an ass of myself.

Lol no prob I would never want to go to a mental hospital lmao