Venting Everyone is doing better than me and I don’t think it’s fair

[mya_]

I need to vent because idk who would listen to this. I feel like everyone is doing better than me, specially my old MBA's classmates. I've seen a person land a long term job after an internship that I almost got myself, but surprise! I got discarded. I've always been a top student and for what? I've suffered from bullying and for what? I can't have anything, everything gets fucked everytime. On top of all, my brother CTB'd and my two childhood dogs died all on the same year. I also think I'm autistic and that's why nobody wants to hire me. I think it's my time to have something good, I don't think I deserve this misery.

If you have any recommendation on what to do, it's welcome.