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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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Probably the aftermath of bullying in my teens and developing a negative mentality to acne. I can't believe I wasted 5 years and been so anti social since meeting the only predator that I allowed destroy my future

All the concerts I could have seen
All the beaches I could have explored
All the parties I missed
All the people I missed out of meeting

I really wish I stayed a virgin I can't believe I let that wreck my future
Not to mention road trips I missed. So much stuff I missed
 
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Dida

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Apr 15, 2019
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I feel your pain. Kinda similar situation.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
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I read this every day on reddit but everyone has their timings. Not everyone can be an influencer with a Tesla in college or go to festivals, beaches, parties and meet a lot of people and maybe you never will, because it doesnt matter what we want, destiny crushes us.
 
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Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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In my town, most people do not go to college. If they do, it's the unglamorous community college down the road. I have bonded with my coworkers at my wageslave job out of being disappointed in life. I hope you find some likeminded people at your own workplace.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I feel your pain. Kinda similar situation.
How long did you isolate for? I'm sorry you're suffering
I read this every day on reddit but everyone has their timings. Not everyone can be an influencer with a Tesla in college or go to festivals, beaches, parties and meet a lot of people and maybe you never will, because it doesnt matter what we want, destiny crushes us.
True I never thought of exploring like that because acne was holding me back mentally and emotionally
 
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TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
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Im going to university soon for my second year. In my first year i though i made some friends as it turned out that was a lie, they havent contacted me since and have since blocked me.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I can't get over it

If I accepted my situation earlier I'd pursued a job and traveled for 4 years by myself or with new ppl. I can't accept how I wasted 4-6 years moping in that time I could have traveled 6 new places, been to 6 new beaches, and 6 concerts and met like 6 new ppl through dance if I begun dance at 18-23. Not to mention the surgeries I could have had done such as jaw surgery, veneers for teeth
 

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