Venting Everyday is agony

[Billy The Human]

I'm at my wit's end. I know some many ways to just end it and the means but this accursed body won't let me and no amount of alcohol has made it any different as I just either pass out or break down into a sobbing mess. The one friend I thought I could open up to called the police on me and at this point I think I'm just going to wait until my body dehydrats within the next few days. My body may prevent me from making my decision s but it can't make decisions 4 me

 

[weedoge]

Have you considered trying a different more peaceful method maybe it would be easier? Sorry for your pain. Sending my love

 

[windingdown]

I'm at my wit's end. I know some many ways to just end it and the means but this accursed body won't let me and no amount of alcohol has made it any different as I just either pass out or break down into a sobbing mess. The one friend I thought I could open up to called the police on me and at this point I think I'm just going to wait until my body dehydrats within the next few days. My body may prevent me from making my decision s but it can't make decisions 4 me

I am sorry for your pain. Not fun at all to have the police called on you. Dehydration is a good option as it's guaranteed, as long as you won't be found and 'saved' before your body gives out. Be well.

 

[bigj75]

I am sorry for your pain. Not fun at all to have the police called on you. Dehydration is a good option as it's guaranteed, as long as you won't be found and 'saved' before your body gives out. Be well.

I think dehydration is too painful. But it still may work.