They're insufferable. Everything they say pisses me the fuck off. Then I feel incredibly stifled and trapped because I need them to survive then I think fuck it i'd rather die than deal with this shit. My sister likes to point out this fact as if that's not just going to infuriate me. And she says she wants to help me. Fuck you bitch. I wish my stupid cunt parents never fucking had me. They did a shit job. Everything is terrible and there's no dignity in it. I am completely at the mercy of this nightmare of a life stomping my head while I'm down. Every day is a fucking nightmare. Agonizing.
I want to tell them fuck off you make me want to kill myself. But no no no, can't mention any hint of suicidiality in this society. Then I'll be just looked at as more unstable and dangerous. Then I might be sent to the psych ward again. I'd fucking lose it. I already feel as if my mother looks at me different these days. She doesn't understand her own son. She doesn't understand anything. She was never fit to be a parent.
I want to tell them fuck off you make me want to kill myself. But no no no, can't mention any hint of suicidiality in this society. Then I'll be just looked at as more unstable and dangerous. Then I might be sent to the psych ward again. I'd fucking lose it. I already feel as if my mother looks at me different these days. She doesn't understand her own son. She doesn't understand anything. She was never fit to be a parent.
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