Every day is more difficult

[Evelyn]

Every day is more difficult

The more days go by, the more I want to end my life.
I do not know how to leave, I would like a quick way, but more I would like to have enough courage and finish everything.

 

[Sonnenblume]

Me too, more than I can describe. Fear of pain and failure are the only things keeping me here.

 

[Aity4883]

I could benefit from my own advice.
Don't procrastinate or you'll be stuck.

I know that to be true...have experienced it. Matter of fact, will get back to research right now.

 

[Ben]

Every day that goes by with no change is just further proofing it's never coming

 

[ratfucker22]

I feel you, if i had a shotgun right nkw i wouldnt hesistate to take myself out right in this house I don't give q fuck.

Let them figure out how to clean the mess!

 

[throwaway123]

I say that every day. :(

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Yep same here and next month will be the lowest part of my life when I live on the streets. Probably gonna drink constantly and start using meth or coke again.

 

[wezel]

Yep same here and next month will be the lowest part of my life when I live on the streets. Probably gonna drink constantly and start using meth or coke again.

I am so sorry to hear this. Any chance to prevent this from happening ?

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I am so sorry to hear this. Any chance to prevent this from happening ?

Lol nope I'm just gonna self destruct probably till I end up dead.

 

[wezel]

That sucks. I hope you still find some kind of alternative to live on the streets.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

That sucks. I hope you still find some kind of alternative to live on the streets.

Thanks but I won't its whatever at this point.

 

[wezel]

Nobody should have to live on the bloody streets. It ain't right. Its barbaric and inhumane.
You need to get some support...FFS.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Nobody should have to live on the bloody streets. It ain't right. Its barbaric and inhumane.
You need to get some support...FFS.

Not even gonna bother getting support this is all because I'm a huge fuck up so I'm gonna suffer the consequences.

 

[wezel]

I am a fuck up too, that's why I am here, and I am OK with that.
But suffering like that is unnecessary, its a bit like CTB by drinking your car battery empty.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I am a fuck up too, that's why I am here, and I am OK with that.
But suffering like that is unnecessary, its a bit like CBT by drinking your car battery empty.

I'm just done trying I can deal with suffering.

 

[wezel]

I know that feeling, and not trying to tell u what to do.
You have to decide that for yourself. I am just saying to self destruct on the streets seems a maximum sentence.
I have not much left in me either, but that one I couldn't do.
But I wish you the best of what's possible ...it probably still will be a pile of shit, but
maybe a bit less nasty hopefully.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I know that feeling, and not trying to tell u what to do.
You have to decide that for yourself. I am just saying to self destruct on the streets seems a maximum sentence.
I have not much left in me either, but that one I couldn't do.
But I wish you the best of what's possible ...it probably still will be a pile of shit, but
maybe a bit less nasty hopefully.

Thanks