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Trans Magus
Member
- Mar 8, 2021
- 49
I recently spent a week with my sister in another state and it was probably the happiest time of my life. I only felt suicidal when I received some really bad news and I was much more capable of dealing with it than usual. But then I had to fly home and return to my agonizing daily existence. I'd have preferred to live with her but that apparently wasn't an option. Can't say I blame her - her resources are limited and who the fuck wants to live with a suicidal trans NEET.
She and her boyfriend said they'd help me with housing back where I usually live but I don't exactly have high hopes for that. Everything I've ever tried to improve my situation has failed catastrophically. It just gets worse and worse and I want to be rid of this pain forever.
Ever had that happen to you? Where you just get a taste of something better but all that does is make it so much worse? It's like getting high - you feel better for a while then it's back to where you started.
She and her boyfriend said they'd help me with housing back where I usually live but I don't exactly have high hopes for that. Everything I've ever tried to improve my situation has failed catastrophically. It just gets worse and worse and I want to be rid of this pain forever.
Ever had that happen to you? Where you just get a taste of something better but all that does is make it so much worse? It's like getting high - you feel better for a while then it's back to where you started.