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usernameforhere
Student
- Nov 15, 2020
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I was really determined not to do anything that would cause other people more harm then need be. I still care but it's becoming less important. Fentanyl has become increasingly hard to get locally.
I just don't want to do this anymore. I've tried going to therapy and telling people what happened but no body believes me.
I'm just tired. I just don't care and an easy exit is becoming difficult. Easy and non painful, the last few years have been super painful.
I kinda just want the peace in my exit that escaped me on this planet. I'm sorry for the people I'll leave behind but Idk, I can't keep going for them.
does anyone know how to minimize pain to yourself and others as you ctb.
I just don't want to do this anymore. I've tried going to therapy and telling people what happened but no body believes me.
I'm just tired. I just don't care and an easy exit is becoming difficult. Easy and non painful, the last few years have been super painful.
I kinda just want the peace in my exit that escaped me on this planet. I'm sorry for the people I'll leave behind but Idk, I can't keep going for them.
does anyone know how to minimize pain to yourself and others as you ctb.