cyanideguy

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So I tried to CTB via SN but failed on an epic scale. All I did was puke it up and pass out. I guess try again tomorrow.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

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How much SN and water did you use? Last I recall, you were going to use a glass of water.
 
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cyanideguy

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How much SN and water did you use? Last I recall, you were going to use a glass of water.

100 mg to 50 ml. I thought doing it that way would kill me instantly. Nope, sadly. I'm going to get a hotel room and try again. Why I survived makes no sense...that should have been successful!!
 
GoodPersonEffed

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100 mg to 50 ml. I thought doing it that way would kill me instantly. Nope, sadly. I'm going to get a hotel room and try again. Why I survived makes no sense...that should have been successful!!

100mg or g? And have you tested the SN for purity?
 
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dude in your other thread people said you had to use specific measurements.

100g is way, way too much, of course you threw up.

read stan's guide: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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GoodPersonEffed

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Sorry, g. And no, I didn't. I got it off A.

I got some off A that wasn't pure enough when I tested it and had to buy a different one. Is there a CAS number on the bottle?
 
cyanideguy

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dude in your other thread people said you had to use specific measurements.

100g is way, way too much, of course you threw up.

read stan's guide: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
I know. I thought more would be quicker. Wrong.
I got some off A that wasn't pure enough when I tested it and had to buy a different one. Is there a CAS number on the bottle?
Nope, the bottle is white. It says NS HRM417, but no CAS/NDC.
 
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Nope, the bottle is white. It says NS HRM417, but no CAS/NDC.

Put a link on my wall. I'll delete it quickly.
I bought two different product numbers from that brand, one was bad. I suggest you do a blood test. If your blood turns the color of coffee with cream, it's not pure enough. If it turns the color of dark chocolate, you should not have survived.

How quickly after ingestion did you vomit? How many times did you vomit? What other symptoms did you have?
 
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Put a link on my wall. I'll delete it quickly.
I bought two different product numbers from that brand, one was bad. I suggest you do a blood test. If your blood turns the color of coffee with cream, it's not pure enough. If it turns the color of dark chocolate, you should not have survived.

How quickly after ingestion did you vomit? How many times did you vomit? What other symptoms did you have?

Cream coffee for sure.
I vomitted three times, right down to bile.
Diziness, blurry vision
 
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Cream coffee for sure.
I vomitted three times, right down to bile.
Diziness, blurry vision


It wasn't strong enough SN to cause sufficient methemoglobinemia to kill you, just make you sick.

If you look at the blood test thread, in one of the comments it shows different colors with the percentage of methemoglobinemia. That cream coffee color is 50% or less. It needs to be at 70%.

Taking more won't kill you. You need purer SN.
 
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It wasn't strong enough SN to cause sufficient methemoglobinemia to kill you, just make you sick.

If you look at the blood test thread, in one of the comments it shows different colors with the percentage of methemoglobinemia. That cream coffee color is 50% or less. It needs to be at 70%.

Taking more won't kill you. You need purer SN.
Well, on to another source. I wouldn't have this issue if I could procure C.
 
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Is there a reason the purchased SN is not as pure as advertised? Not like this is an illegal dark web substance.
 
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Is there a reason the purchased SN is not as pure as advertised? Not like this is an illegal dark web substance.

I have no way of knowing.
 
Meditation guide

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Is there a reason the purchased SN is not as pure as advertised?
Probably because it was cut with something. In some countries even making and extra $2.00 by cutting something as inexpensive as SN makes sense. Mexico would be one such country.

Also, there is a type of SN that is supposed to be non caking. That probably has an additive that would make it not as strong.

I'm not an expert, just guessing.
So I tried to CTB via SN but failed on an epic scale. All I did was puke it up and pass out. I guess try again tomorrow.
Did you take meto first?
 
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Probably because it was cut with something. In some countries even making and extra $2.00 by cutting something as inexpensive as SN makes sense. Mexico would be one such country.

Also, there is a type of SN that is supposed to be non caking. That probably has an additive that would make it not as strong.

I'm not an expert, just guessing.

Did you take meto first?
No.
 
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Put a link on my wall. I'll delete it quickly.
I bought two different product numbers from that brand, one was bad. I suggest you do a blood test. If your blood turns the color of coffee with cream, it's not pure enough. If it turns the color of dark chocolate, you should not have survived.

How quickly after ingestion did you vomit? How many times did you vomit? What other symptoms did you have?
Oh, I didn't know about this method of testing SN. Thank you for information, now I am less anxious I will fail due to low quality SN!
So I tried to CTB via SN but failed on an epic scale. All I did was puke it up and pass out. I guess try again tomorrow.
I'm sorry you didn't manage to hold it in. Maybe it's an inadequate question but did you use an antimetic?
 
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I can't understand why people don't just use the tried and tested methods.
 
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Thanks for the info, you failed attempt will help others in the community.
 
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100 mg to 50 ml. I thought doing it that way would kill me instantly. Nope, sadly. I'm going to get a hotel room and try again. Why I survived makes no sense...that should have been successful!!
You survived because you vomited. Did you not take an anti-emetic?
 
Life_and_Death

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did i read that link right? the kid died 10 months AFTER ingesting SN.
"One of the poisoned kids died in a hospital 10 months after the poisoning, the BBC reported."
 
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TheQ22

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did i read that link right? the kid died 10 months AFTER ingesting SN.
"One of the poisoned kids died in a hospital 10 months after the poisoning, the BBC reported."
Maybe it messed them up internally and took a long time to die, or a coma?

Pretty sick anyway to do that in revenge for falling out with a colleague.

Humans are I think a strange quirk of nature.
 
Life_and_Death

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Maybe it messed them up internally and took a long time to die, or a coma?

Pretty sick anyway to do that in revenge for falling out with a colleague.

Humans are I think a strange quirk of nature.
being only 4-6 it would make sense if they reacted differently too it especially depending on the amount they had.

some people are seriously mentally unstable. i think she falls under this category. it takes a special mental state to even think about hurting innocent people. (bad people on the other hand....lol)
 
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100 mg to 50 ml. I thought doing it that way would kill me instantly. Nope, sadly. I'm going to get a hotel room and try again. Why I survived makes no sense...that should have been successful!!
Sorry, g. And no, I didn't. I got it off A.
May I draw your attention to the fact that the solubility of SN at 20 degrees Celsius is only 820g / l.

In 50ml water max. 41g Sn can be dissolved
 
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voidman

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Why take 4 times the recommended amount? There's no way anybody could hold that down even with antiemetics...
 
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Why take 4 times the recommended amount? There's no way anybody could hold that down even with antiemetics...
Because I really wanted to get it right? No, I'm just an idiot and I'm still looking for the right equation so I can for once CTB. Also, I don't know why I'm being moderated.
 
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