Ending my life tonight

[lifecouldbedream]

Using partial hanging as my method. I'm going to tie my hands together to hopefully reduce ability for SI to interfere. Been experimenting with it for a while now so I'm pretty confident this will work.

Going to be doing it like this, off of my doorknob. I know this position works because of my experimentation, but I'm wondering if it might be a problem if my body were to convulse? Should I tie my legs as well?
Anyways, I kind of made this post to hopefully feel more peaceful about this, and maybe talk to someone to ward off the feeling of dread.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

really hope it works for you, best of luck

 

[Justnotme]

Using partial hanging as my method. I'm going to tie my hands together to hopefully reduce ability for SI to interfere. Been experimenting with it for a while now so I'm pretty confident this will work.
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Going to be doing it like this, off of my doorknob. I know this position works because of my experimentation, but I'm wondering if it might be a problem if my body were to convulse? Should I tie my legs as well?
Anyways, I kind of made this post to hopefully feel more peaceful about this, and maybe talk to someone to ward off the feeling of dread.

I also want to use this method.

About the pose: when you tried to do a partial hanging in this position, did you smoothly sit on the floor or did you abruptly sit on the floor?
And did you manage to lose consciousness without feeling suffocated?

I know you want answers to your questions... But instead, I'm asking you questions:(

 

[lifecouldbedream]

I also want to use this method.

About the pose: when you tried to do a partial hanging in this position, did you smoothly sit on the floor or did you abruptly sit on the floor?
And did you manage to lose consciousness without feeling suffocated?

I know you want answers to your questions... But instead, I'm asking you questions:(

Not completely sure what you mean by

did you smoothly sit on the floor or did you abruptly sit on the floor

I pretty much just sit there and sort of slide down. My legs slide away from me.
Regarding the other part of your question, I've found that partial hanging is very fickle. For this position I found most success having the ligature directly over my adam's apple. If you get the position wrong, it can feel like you're being choked. If you get it right, you will know. Applying a small amount of pressure will make your vision/hearing go fuzzy and you might hear the blood draining out of your head. It's like the sound of a flowing river.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Sorry I don't have answers to your questions, but I'm wishing you the best.

 

[Redacted24]

Hope your journey is comfortable and brings you everything you are hoping for. We'll miss you in this side of the bus stop! Hugs!

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.

Per ardua ad astra.

 

[wanttodie]

hope it works for you, best of luck

 

[nightlygem]

I wish you well. May you find peace.

 

[rozeske]

Wishing you a quick and painfree exit and hope you find your peace. Am also planning to leave tonight doing partial aswell. But I will first try the kneeling and leaning forward or downward positions. I have tried your setup on my previous trial but I just felt chocking and gaging...maybe I put too much pressure that was crushing my windpipe. Maybe I can try to control the applied pressure in the kneeling position... There is a recent partial hanging video I saw on wpd that helped in calming my nerves, I can PM you the link if you want

 

[haibane]

Best of luck for ure method, hope u will find the peace ure looking for

 

[Tobacco]

I'm sorry life got you to this point.

 

[Endisclose]

Using partial hanging as my method. I'm going to tie my hands together to hopefully reduce ability for SI to interfere. Been experimenting with it for a while now so I'm pretty confident this will work.
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Going to be doing it like this, off of my doorknob. I know this position works because of my experimentation, but I'm wondering if it might be a problem if my body were to convulse? Should I tie my legs as well?
Anyways, I kind of made this post to hopefully feel more peaceful about this, and maybe talk to someone to ward off the feeling of dread.

I think sitting cross legged might be better from an SI point of view. I tried sitting with the legs stretched out and just couldn't, I kept sitting up every few seconds before anything could happen. Partial is my second option of choice right now, SN being the first. In my research a pull up bar came up as a solid dependable option to address convulsing concerns. Sorry you are near the point of leaving. Wish you a smooth journey.

 

[huphup]

May you find what you seek for in a peaceful and painless manner. Wishing you all the best

 

[PrincessNaomi270]

Good luck and goodbye, I wish you well on your release

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point and I'm afraid I know so little about this method to advise. I hope you find peace though.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.