End of month -- SN

[coolchip]

Unemployed from a layoff. Fucking failure. Lost my best friends. No one wants me or gives a fuck about me.

Just one more month. This will be good. Method is gonna make a slurry of SN and drink it. Physical pain doesn't scare me. God the days are excruciating and slow. Just more and more gradual pain.

I can tell you one thing after living on this lost planet, in this awful country called "America"--Everything fades over time. And for some people, everything they worked for, every job and relationship you pour yourself into can disappear before you. And you can lose what you love far sooner than you might expect.

The plan is to let me lease end, clean up my room, and then fucking relax for the first time in my life.

 

[Raven2]

And you can lose what you love far sooner than you might expect.

This is so true, you can have everything one minute and then just like that it's taken from you and your left with nothing.
I hope you will find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find freedom from all suffering.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck , yes its a hell hole in the middle of nowhere. That planet should be destroyed from all future harm.