Lost.
Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
- Feb 13, 2020
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I am 25 year old wonam who suffer from numbness. Psych meds damaged my emotions, gave me partial sexual dysfunction and thoughts blocking to the some degree. It was hard at start. I accepted that. I was doing well and was happy again although life was never same. Then. . . I was injected with the antiemetic without my consent for dizziness and it made my symptoms worse 1000 times. I completly loss my sexuality, my emotions are pretty poor and i have a lot of blocking of thoughts. This is hell. I want all i lost. I miss me before injection. I want to cry but i cant. Recently i think a lot about the people who i knew online and who took their lives due this state. I feel so sorry for them but i cant cry. I am full of sandenss which i cant feel. I am traped. I feel such emptiness because of my sypomts (which has ruined my life) and because of suicides of people who i know online, i feel emptiness because of their suffering and early deaths.
Btw recently i made me spine problems worse a lot accidentaly during selfharm episode (i cut leg and spent a lot of time in posioton harmfull to my spine) so i am suffering from shiatica pain and i don't how to fix that. I am in lot of pain.
I wish i have no need to go to this forum but sadly i have (I am here because of antiemetic and psych drugs injury). I wish i am healthy and happy. I wish my online mates never touch toxic pills and die young. And i wish other my online mates who are alive and suffer never took toxic pills. This forum remebers me on all i have lost with injection, on my dead online mates and on my alive mates who suffer a lot from toxic injury.
Btw recently i made me spine problems worse a lot accidentaly during selfharm episode (i cut leg and spent a lot of time in posioton harmfull to my spine) so i am suffering from shiatica pain and i don't how to fix that. I am in lot of pain.
I wish i have no need to go to this forum but sadly i have (I am here because of antiemetic and psych drugs injury). I wish i am healthy and happy. I wish my online mates never touch toxic pills and die young. And i wish other my online mates who are alive and suffer never took toxic pills. This forum remebers me on all i have lost with injection, on my dead online mates and on my alive mates who suffer a lot from toxic injury.
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