• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

AbsentMindedHuman

AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
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I have beat my self up over the fact that I havent been able to cry in 5 years. My lack of emotion seems to stem from my first CTB attempt. This was only emphasized a week ago when I lost my grandfather suddenly and haven't shed a tear. Am I a monster. Did he mean anything to me at all. I not sure anything means anything to me anymore. I Don't see and reason for anything as I am just a vesicle floating along. If anything this is hell and Im strapped into the endless ride of misery. Some people say Its just the meds that have caused some sort of Anhedonia but I think I am being judged for my CTB attempt and this plane is a sick joke on my psyche. Existence is cruel and I am made to suffer.
 
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Old

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Apr 25, 2024
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Trust me buddy, you are not being judged. The anhedonia could be a result of your depression and some adverse reaction of meds. You are not a bad person at all. You just feel empty. I haven't cried in a long long time either.
 
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Jul 14, 2024
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you're no monster, and grief hits everybody differently. Even if you dont feel any at all, thats okay. You're going through hell right now
 
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