willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,715
I'm getting hit with a lot of emotions right now. Anticipatory grief for myself. I haven't been able to cry in weeks. I've been numb. Right now I'm crying. Crying about the good things I'll leave behind. The amazing people who I love and who love me. Crying about the pain I'll be causing. Crying about the things that mental illness stole from me throughout my life. Crying because this isn't the way I wanted things to go even though I've known it would be the way things would go for years now. Life is unfair. Life is a bitch.